Fuck You

I regret every second- Chapter 14

August POV

My head pounded as I got up from my place on the bed. I took a stand on my feet and all these memories from last night came flooding back. Me and Stacy's, me and the yellow bone bimbo, me telling Rizzy I cheated on her. Oh shit! Fuck! I just cheated on Rizzy! It was a huge mistake! I didn't realize until now. I got dressed and checked all the rooms in the house. They weren't here. I ran to the pack house. I walked into the dining room area and everyone turned to me. "Hey alpha" "You made it alpha" and all didn't kind of comments where being made, but none about the cheating. Lisa eyed me as I waved to her. She must know. I ran upstairs and saw a small person at the window on the far end looking out the window. "Rizzy?" I called. She turned around and tried to run away. I caught up to her and she looked away and ran. I grabbed her and pin her against the wall. "Rizzy listen to me!" I yelled holding her arms on the wall. "No, I don't want to" She cried hysterically. "I am sorry! I so sorry I didn't know I was drunk" I pleaded.

"No, being drunk doesn't make you do stupid things it shows who you really are" She cried even more trying to break hold of me. "Get off of me August! Leave me alone" Her eyes closed as tears spilled out her eyes. I stood their watching her just in complete shock. I broke my mates heart. "The one thing you promised was that you were never going to hurt me or cheat on me and you just did both, you ripped out my heart and stepped all over it. I can't believe I ever loved you! your the worse thing that happened to me! I hate you August! I hate you forever and always! You said that your manhood would be the only thing entering me for the rest of my life and I agreed you said you were the only one to make me feel good, and touch or caress me and I believed you. I respected you, but you don't respect me, you are the most disgusting excuse for a man, and I hope I'll never see you again, I hate you! Goodbye August Alsina I hope you burn in hell." She cried, shattering my heart and breaking every bone in my body. I let go of her and she ran away from me, like I was the biggest monster ever. I stood with my hands again the wall and my head down crying. "IS THAT TRUE AUGUST?" Kia said clearly furious. I picked up my head and looked at her. "I'm sorry I didn't know!-" I got cut off. "YOUR LUCKY RIZZY'S NICE. IM NOT SO NICE SO IF I WERE YOU I WOULD RUN BECAUSE I BOUT TO KICK YOU ASS FUCK FACE." She yelled. Where is Martin when I need him, he's the only one that can calm her down! She ran with a golf club chasing me. I tripped and hit my head on the wall in front of me and Kia came. She hit me over and over in the bed. I scrunched up as she beat me with the club. "HOW COULD YOU!" She dropped the club like she had no energy. "SHE TRUSTED YOU! SHE RAN AWAY FOR YEARS AND WHEN SHE COMES BACK YOU CHEAT? YOU HAVE A SON! WATCH WHEN THE PACK MEMEBERS FIND OU-" She screamed. "Find out what?" My dad asked. "August here, cheated on Rizzy last night with some girl at a strip club!" Kia yelled and Martin pulled her to the room. Fuck my dad is going to kill me! "August is this true?" He asked. "Unfortunately yes." I said aching from the little beat down Kia gave me. It healed because of me being an alpha and everything. The pack all shared shocked expression on their face. "Meet me in my office NOW! Everyone else do what you do!" My dad commanded. Fuck mama is going to mad too!