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{ 2 weeks later }

Rizzy POV

You want to know the worse part of being cheated on? Being alone! I lied in bed for 3 days eating ice cream watching tv and thinking about August. He fucked up man, he really hurt me. That nigga really needa get a whooping . I relaxed my muscles which was a huge mistake 'Rizzy Im Sorry' It was August. 'Get the fuck out of my mind shithead' I replied. I got up anf went to the bathroom. The first time I'm seeing myself in 3 days. When I looked up to the mirror, I didn't see myself. I saw a skinny lighter skin tone girl, hair out of color, face drained and my nails breaking. I sat in the bathroom and refused to leave. I took the sharp object in the bathroom cabinet and held it to my wrist. Blood leaking from the cut I opened and I sobbed. After making 10 lines of the same cut over and over up my forearm I dropped the cutter. Blood leaked from my arms. I wrapped it up and walked into my room. I laid on August side of the bed and grabbed his pillow. I breathe in a wiff of August sent. His scent was strong enough to heal the cuts a tiny bit. I walked over to turn on the tv and tripped on the carpet. My body flew and I landed face first on the floor. I heard my nose crack and I felt lightheaded. I felt as the blood amount went from a size of a bowl to the size of a holla hoop. My blood from my nose sept out and I lied there in my blood. I wasn't strong enough to link or realize what just happened. My eyes became cloudy the birds chirping outside became dead silent and my head went blank.

August POV

I was sitting in the guest room in the pack house. Watching movies. I was lying down in the bed when I looked down at my arm and cuts appear faintly. Then my nose started seeping out blood at little. I panicked and jumped out of bed. I ran downstairs. "Alpha is everything okay?"

"No Rizzys home and she hurt call back up" I ran out the door. Knocking really hard on the front door. Nobody answered. I knocked harder but still no answer. I was Lisa's car pull up but she was taking to long. "HURRY UP LISA OR IM BREAKING THE FUCKING DOOR DOWN" I screamed causing her to run. She quickly but the key in the slot and turned it. Jacob was with her staring at me. "Daddy are you okay?" He asked. "Ye-" Before she can pull her key out, I bust through the door. I ran up to our room. I played with the door to try to get it open. Lisa put Jacob in his room and came to help me. "OPEN YOU FUCKING DOOR" I said kicking the door through. When I walked in I nearly died. Rizzy laying there in a pool or blood, not moving a muscle, not saying a word. Lisa called the ambulance. I sank to my knees and held her. Her blood covering my clothes. Her still body still not moving. I cried "Rizzy Im Sorry! Please come back" shaking her and pleading. The ambulance came took her to the pack doctor. What the hell did I just do. Rizzy's in the hospital and I feel this is all my fault. "YOU FUCKING DICK I SHOULD KILL YOU!" Kia stormed in. "I know I'm sorry" I said empty. "NO SORRY MY ASS, ITS FUNNY HOW IN YOUR WHOLE LIFE TIME YOU GET ONE MATE, AND YOU AS ALPHA KNOW A LUNA CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT ITS MATE NOR' CAN YOU, BUT YOU STILL DECIDED TO GET DRUNK, FUCK A HOE AND HURT RIZZY! GOD FORBID I DONT EVER GET TO TALK TO MY LITTLE SISTER AGAIN I'LL RIP YOU APART YOU NASTY STUPID BITCH!" Kia saying Rizzy might not made me hurt. I did this to her. For days I stood in the same position thinking about her. Her faces she makes we she smells something nasty, or has a orgasm ;), or her play fighting me and it turns to sex, her hands causing me to shiver, her face, her perfect body, small waist, big thighs she was beautiful. And to think I probably would never see her awake again strikes me at the very moment. My mate might die.