Chapter 1

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"You're a failure Loren", my dad yells. I felt my face sting and realized he had slapped me. It wasnt the first time though. This had all started 6 years ago, I was 10. My mom had just died and my dad thinks its all my fault. My mom was in a car crash while I was in school.

When I had gotten home that very day thats when he started beating me. Its not like I dont get enough abuse from school just because I'm different. Part of my hair is black; part is blonde, and part is red. I have snake bites and my septum pierced. Yeah I'm a freak.

I ran up to my room after my dad slapped me and locked the door. I ran into my bathroom and took out a blade, I sliced it across my wrist watching the blood ooz out.I ran it across my wrist 10 more times finally feeling sadisfied with my cuts. I wrapped a wrap around my wrist and pulled my sleeve back down. I need to stop it or get out of here, I thought. I chuckled to myself knowing that is an impossible thought.

My iPhone was plugged into my wall and i picked it up. I had a whole bunch of texts from people from school.

'Why dont you go kill yourself you emo cutter' was one of them.

Another one said 'No one would miss you, not even your mom'

They all said something along those lines. Everyone in school knew about my mom and how she died. It really got under my skin when people talked about my mom. She was the nicest person I've ever met. When she was alive i had a happy life, then bam when she does its like my life is upside down. i fell asleep listening to 'King For A Day' by Pierce The Veil. That song spoke to me.

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Awh. I know it sucks. Its my second story on here... :3 tell me what you guys think!

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