In Sweet and Sour moments

Today

Being the last Sunday of a mind blowing weekend
I have finally gotten over alot of unnecessary burdens in my life
Most of which I would never have accepted or come to terms with two years ago
Brooding in utter silence
And solemn solitude,
I have come to terms with so much more than I could ever imagine

Years ago I would have said reality dawned on me
But now,I take back my words and say am all grown up.
If the most traumatising thing can happen to you and your heart does not ,but keep on with its steadfast beat on and on
And a pleasant smile edging on your lips,then am safe to say that am all grown up !!

Don't judge me before you know me, what's trauma is in my world ain't that much a big deal to many people but an emotional wreck such as I , anything worthwhile feeling for puts me down.

A heart that can fall in love within seconds yet get broken in the same instance ain't normal
To get to not feel and be seen as proud or cold by those blinded by vanity sounds appealing

For feelings have been my downfall for ages,and being this new is an achievement I never dreamed of.

So today to all people out there who share same sentiments don't close it all up. It's more than okay to be numb yet be able to live.

I hope when I wake up tomorrow I will smile back at myself
And be proud of myself in a million and one times
Of being able to accept truth as open as it is
And never divulge on people who tend to deceive the mind ,heart and soul
For it's true ,you sometimes have to cross over one extremely hard obstacles in your life to be able to live truly.

And to anyone who wishes to hold on to this sentiments, I hold a bond with for an eternity