In Sweet and Sour moments

hate

I hate reading with hope
Disappointments are bound to occur
I hate some authors
I think I might be one of them too
Yeah.
I hate myself
For not taking time
In making this words
Flow smoothly like myrrh
But I can't help it
I got lost on the way
I need a path
That draws on and on down
With perfect twists and crumbled turns
To guide me