Game or Love?

Chapter 10

a bit long! hehe xP It was so hard to make the chapter good cuz I'm so depressed!! xD but still hope you like it xP

(YOOSUNG'S PV)

We arrived at my apartment. I gasped and Seven as well. I guess he was really irritated why i took him to my apartment.After he stopped gasping he wanted to asked me what this all is but I interrupted him with a kiss. I walked backwards and was embarrassed because I kissed him. He was surprised and looked at me. Then I mumbled:" I missed you..." I grabbed his hand and went in my room. I closed the door and I hugged him tightly. He was way too irritated because all of that was way too fast. „ I am sorry Seven. For everything! For yelling at you! For not trusting you! For getting jealous at a someone! Just for eve-„ He shoved me away and said:" it's not your fault. I'm the one who should be sorry... I didn't even tell you my real name... and you told me everything about me although you don't even know me properly. You are the best person I ever met." Then we stood there. I didn't say anything because it was too embarrassing. Then he said while smiling:" well i think you want to know everything. Let's sit down and I'm gonna tell you everything." Then I brought some tea. First he drank his tea and began:" I have a brother. His name is Saeran Choi. My name is Saeyoung Choi. Our dad was candidate in a presidential election. He knew he wouldn't do well if the information that Saeran and I were born out of wedlock by a woman who wasn't even his wife was leaked. So our mom hid us in exchange for money. But our mother abused my brother because he was weaker than me. He got sick really often. The worst was his punishment. He were tied up by his legs tot he kitchen so that he couldn't leave, being beaten and he starved and dehydrated for days. I wanted to change our future so I learned how to hack through books. I promised my brother that we would run away together. When I was at a church I met some people who's name you don#t need to know. Don't worry you will know it soon. Anyways. That one person said I should go with them and take on a new name to work at a intellectual hacking company. It was the perfect chance to run away with Saeran... but they didn't allow me to take him with me. I refused so often until they said they would take care of him. At the end they didn't. They ‚destroyed' his real him. And I regret it so much that I trust them... Because of that I didn't want to tell you my real name. To be honest.... I actually know Zen, Jaehee and Jumin..." I was surprised to hear his past. And that he knew all of them. But I was confused. Because why would he be jealous ofZen when they know each other. But first I realized that it really hurted for him to speak about his past. It was like he would begin to cry so I hugged him:" I'm....really thankful that you told me that. But I'm gonna be there for you. Every second, every minute, every hour. I'm there when you need me." He was so strong back then. At first he was so funny and it was like his life was the best ever. But it was a mask for his real him and for his real life. I heard him sobbing and I patted his head. I heard that he mumbled:" Thank you... Yoosung..." After he was finish with that he said we should go to sleep. I nodded and turned off the light. When I lay down he cuddled with me. I knew that he needed someone at that moment so I hugged him back. I whispered:" I love you.... Saeyoung...." I fell asleep but in the middle of the night I heard that he was crying. I wiped the tears away and hugged him while patting him. He was like a little kid. After hugging him for a bit he finally stopped crying, but still I continued hugging him until morning came.