Game or Love?

Chapter 9

Hey there! I wanted to update the chapter yesterday but I didn't have any motivation yesterday soon.... I'm sorry^^" but still here you go! -3-

After that I didn't go to school anymore. Friends were calling me and sent me messages but I ignored them. I only went outside to buy some food. I was really depressed. I hated myself that I said that. When I slept I dreamed. It was more like a nightmare...with Seven. I dreamed Seven got A girl in his arms while saying:" Well after I know how you feel I won't need you anymore. I already have someone Who is my number one." I ran after them but they were too far away. An then I woke up, full of tears and I lay on the floor. All that happened in winter. It was cold and I always thought of suicide. Yeah... I know... My thoughts were really depressed and extreme... and all that thoughts were because of Seven... Then I stood up ad made me some food. I thought about Seven and then suddenly my mom was in may thoughts. Then I remembered again that she once told me:" Even if you are deep down in your sadness, you need to move on!" That sentence was when I lost my teddybear with 6 years. And that made me think think and think. My answer was that I wanted to move on so I went to school again. All my friends ran to me and hugged me. They were really worried and they wanted to go out like karaoke and so on. That they was really amazing and funny... until then:

When I walked home from the karaoke some guys were grabbing my hand. They took me to a dark alley way. I screamed but they held there hand in front of my mouth. It was already dark so there weren't that much people there. They pushed me to the ground. i wanted to stand up but two were holding my hands tightly and the other one was with one hand covering my mouth and with the other hand he took off my pants. I were surprised and struggled but I was way too weak for 3 men. I began to cry. But then I bit the mans hand. There were only 5 seconds left for me so I screamed HELP. The whole 5 seconds. Then he was rough. Really. It already hurt. He made some 'kiss marks' Then his hand touched my cock for a while. I closed my eyes and suddenly I heard a familiar voice:" Hey!!! You guys!! You better stop!! I already called the police!!" Then I heard a second voice. At first I didn't know who it was but then I realized it was Zen. Then I heard they two mumbling something. The only thing I heard was from Seven saying:" Thank you" Then I opened my eyes but I don't saw Zen so it seemed like he already went home. I wiped away my tears when I realized that seven was standing in front of me. I took my pants on again and stood up. I bowed and said:" Umm.... t-Thank you.... Well then Bye.." I ran away but he grabbed my hand. I didn't turn around and said:" W-what is it...?" He didn't say anything. And just pushed me into his arms. His hug was so tight. It felt good and was so warm. It was calm. I heard him mumbling:" I'm sorry...." I cried and pushed him away:" I'M THE ONE WHO SHOULD SAY SORRY!!! I'M THE ONE WHO HURT YOU THE MOST....I'M....I'm...sorry..." again his warm hug. He hugged me and I felt that some tears were falling from his face. As well I began to cry. I took him with me to my apartment.

(SEVEN'S PV)

i lay on the bed thinking about that what he said. he really looked serious. Did I really hunted him that much? Easing was the only one I were thinking about. i didn't concentrate at work at all. Vanderwood was yelling at me and so on but even after that yelling I didn't concentrate. I told Vanderwood that I'm going out. It was already dark so no cafe was open. i went into the 24-hour-shop to buy some snacks when I walked out someone bumped into me. I saw that it was Zen. „Why in such a rush?" he gasped:"Y....Yoosung is in danger... I just heard a voice screaming help for like 5 seconds. And i noticed it was Yoosungs voice!!! Come and help!!!" I let go of my snacks and ran after him. When we arrived I saw him crying while a guy taking off his pants. It made me mad:" Hey!!! You guys!! You better stop!! I already called the police!!" They ran away. I thought that they are such damn cowards and that was so pitiful for them. The Zen said:" Well.. that's the chance for you to make up with him right?" I looked at him. He smiled:" I noticed that Yoosung was really depressed and sad... So I thought it was something with you." I smiled and I was kinda relieved:2 Thank you" he walked home. Then I turned to Yoosung again. He opened his eyes and wiped away his tears. Standing up as if we don't know each other. He said quiet:"Umm...T-Thank you.... Well then Bye.." He walked away but I grabbed his hand. 'Come on!!! Say sorry!! You have to apologize to Yoosung!' was the only thing I thought about. „W-What is it...?" I pushed him to e and hugged him tightly. It was hard for me not to cry. I wanted to apologize probably but the only thing I could say was:" I'm...sorry...". He pushed me away and screamed:" I'M THE ONE WHO SHOULD SAY SORRY!!! I'M THE ONE WHO HURT YOU THE MOST....I'M....I'm...sorry..." 'What are you saying?!?! I'm the one who hurt you...' I just hugged him and tears were falling down... I'm so relieved that I met him. but he wanted that I come to his apartment. He pushed me to so I had to...