Game or Love?

Chapter 16

Sorry that it took so long ;-; But here hope you like it *^*

Well let's skip some moments cuz they were just perfect. So let's skip 2 years after that day. Saeran and Saeyoung started to live with me. Always when I came home I heard a shy ‚Welcome home' from Saeran. Saying brought all his stuff with him. With stuff I mean his technic stuff for work so he was the most time on his computer bt it still felt like we were a family. After some time I thought about it. And I thought the apartment from me is kinda too small. But I don't know. Then when Saeyoung and Saeran went out to buy some food I cleaned the room of Saeyoung. I accidentally let fall a batch of paper. Then I wanted to pick them up but then I saw a paper. It was about renting a house. In Pyongyang. It was the capital city from north korea. So really far away from Seoul. I just didn't want to think anything wrong so I just picked it up and put it back on the batch of paper. After a week we were eating dinner. Suddenly Saeyoung asked:" Hey... Don't you think this apartment of you is a bit tiny for all three f us? Not that I don't like it here but like all my stuffs and so on... isn't it a bit small?" I looked at him. Suddenly the flyer came up in my mind and I began to think and think. First I didn't say anything to think about what I should say. i didn't want to say anything wrong. I began to speak:" Yes... it is..." I continued eating. That was all I could say. Even if I could say more I didn't want to say it out loud. Then Saeran came into my room and wanted to give me something. I asked:" What's that?" „It's the money for the rent. We are living here so at least we should help with the rent." It was touching my heart that he thought about that but then:" Haha. That's really cute of you. but you don't need to do that. Just save it for your new house. It would be a waste to give the money to me." „Eh..? Wha-?" „well it's already late. I'm going to sleep. Today was kinda tiring so I'm going to sleep. Slepp well." I shoved him out and closed the door. I slid down the door and smiled forcefully and said quietly:" Hehe... I hope you two are going to be happy..." Then I went to bed and began to cry but I wiped them away. But it didn't help. They just didn't want to stop coming out. So it was like I cried myself to sleep.When I was sleeping I felt a warm and soft feeling on my mouth. It felt kinda good. When I opened my eyes I didn't saw anyone. I was way too tired but when I wanted to sleep I heard how Saeran and Saying were talking. It seems like it wasn't that late. Safran said:" Hey.... Saying...?" „Yes?" „Umm... a little bit ago I went to Yossungs room and wanted to give the money for the rent to him..." „yes..." I heard that Saeyoung was still woriking. Safran continued:" He said that I don't need to give it to him and I should save it for our new house....? What does he mean? didd something happen?" I realized that Saeyoung stopped typing on his keyboard. And began after some time while saying:" Don't worry nothing happened. Just go to sleep." „.....Okay... Don't stay too long up okay?" „yeah" I covered my face with the blanket and wanted to sleep but I couldn't. So I didn't get any sleep. It was luck that the next day was a saturday. My eyes had dark bangs so Saeran asked me:" Hey... Didn't you sleep?" „I wanted to sleep. But I couldn't because some reason..." I laughed and hugged him because I saw he wanted to go somewhere. While hugging him I asked:" So....where are you going?" „to a friend I'm going to sleep there so you and Saeyoung are alone today." „well then. Take care and have fun." He went out and closed the door. Then Saeyoung opened the door. „Good morning.... Saying." „Good morning'" I made some breakfast for us and we began to eat. While eating he took something out of his pocket. And put it on the table. It was the same envelope from yesterday which Saeran wanted to give me. So I said:" When it's about the money for the rent... You don't need to give it." „Why?" „ It would be better if you save it until you live in your new house." I forced a smile. He didn't say anything. He stood up and went in his room. I thought he was mad at me so i stopped eating. When he suddenly came out and put a paper on the table. When I looked at it I realized it was the flyer for a new house in Pyongyang. „Are you thinking I am gonna move out because of this paper?" I didn't say anything. He began to scream:" TELL ME...!" „Yes... I did!!" I made a little break before continuing:" At first I didn't want to think about it because I thought you helped someone with finding a house. But suddenly you asked if I think the same that my apartment is to small for three persons... So I think you want to move out.... So ju-„ He interrupted me with a softly kiss. I looked at him with widen eyes. „Huh... what are you thinking... As if I would move away without you. you are so preciouss to me. I am and I won't leave you alone!" I began to cry. He was surprised and began to panic:" Wh-why... are you crying?!?!" „hic... I was so sca- hic... scared that you would lea- hic leave me. But now I'm so gl- hic glad that you will be with me..." he hugged me:" Of course i would never leave you." The hug felt so good that I fell asleep. Whenn I woke up I lay on the bed. I saw that Saeyoung was next to me:" When did I fell asleep..?" „I think when we hugged?" I covered my face with my hands. It was so embarrassing:" sorry... Sorry for falling asleep while such a moment..." „no it's alright! After all you didn't sleep right? Well just rest I'm gonna get some water." I grabbed his hand:" Please... Stay here with me..." „well I can't refuse huh...?" He went back to the bed and lay next to me. We cuddled until it was already evening.