"You don't seem fine." he tilted his head.
"Why do you say that?" I questioned.
"There's something on your mind, I know it." he pointed out.
"You're right." I agreed.
"But" I paused.
"Something I'd rather not share." I smiled.
"Alright." he put his hands up in defense.
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[midway through "If I Stay"] (a/n: I fucking bawled my eyes out watching it)
I continued to sob.
"Awee" he cooed.
"Shut up" I smacked his arm and sniffled.
"I want you to live. I want that for you more than anything in this world. I want you to fight like hell to stay with us. But with everybody else gone, I know it might not be what you want. It might be too hard for you to keep fighting, so...if you wanna go..I want you to know it's okay." [a/n: if u wanna watch the scene, it's the video I inserted] I watched as Mia's grandpa cried and held onto her hand. I sobbed into my hand also realizing how much it related to me in real life.
I could have left sooner.
Or I could have left in total.
I could have left my 'parents' with no means to come back.
Mia was definitely in a much worse state than me, but I could've left.
But then what?
It all kept coming back to that.
What if I had left? What if i had never run into Justin.
Would I have been on my train out of here? I would've left.
And who knows what else.
I could've starved.
My thirst could've killed me.
I couldn't accept the fact that I was homeless. After this movie is over, after my time with Justin, do I go back out onto the streets?
What happens next?
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What happens next?? Hmm 🤔 I apologize for the super late update, the last time I updated was like 3 months ago :(
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