Me And 1D? What Does That Mean?

Swimming and Dizzy Spells

(Kaya's POV)

I was helping Nala eat her breakfast when I stood up to get my sketchbook and a pencil to draw. When I stood up though my eyes went dark and I felt light headed. I quickly grabbed onto the counter to keep myself from falling over.

When I could finally see the boys were looking at me curiously.

"I'm fine, I just stood up too quickly." I said and made my way towards my room.

When I made it to my room I was looking for my sketchbook and a pencil in one of the drawers of my dresser when I felt I cut myself on something. I grabbed whatever it was and pulled it out. My blade. I was looking at it before I heard a knock on my door. I quickly put it back and finally found my sketchbook and pencil.

"Kaya are you okay in there? You've been up here for quite a while." I heard Liam say on the other side of the door.

"I'm fine. Just took me a while to find my sketchbook." I said and made my way towards the door and opening it.

"Ok. Well Louis was wondering if you had a bathing suit. We're going to the beach today." Liam said.

"I have one in my dresser. When are we going?" I asked him.

"He told me around one o'clock." Liam said.

"I guess I'll get it out. I don't normally go swimming." I told him and when he left I made my way to my dresser to search for the bathing suit.

I finally found after looking for a few minutes. It's a nice swim suit. It's black with blue and purple stripes on them. I then started looking for a pair of swimming short's that I could wear over it. I have a lot of scars on my legs that aren't too bad but you can still see them. The few cuts I have on my arms are covered by my long sleeves but I can't wear those to the beach so I'm going to have to cover them up.

I've learned how to cover up my scars so it looks natural. Nobody but Paige and Blake know about it though. Blake found my blade but Paige kind of walked in on it. As I was almost done covering the silver scars I heard a knock on my bathroom door.

"Kaya, are you almost ready. We're leaving in about ten minutes." I heard Harry say from behind the door.

"Yeah I'm almost ready. Just give me a few more minutes and I'll be out." I told him.

I then started to get dressed in my swim suit. After putting it on I slipped my shorts on too. I then made my way over to my dresser to grab a T-shirt to go over it too. When I finally found one I put it on and then slipped some shoes on. As I made my way out of my room I had to go back and grab Nala's swim suit too. It was a cute green one piece with a small skirt on it. After grabbing her swim suit I made my way downstairs to see the boys were on the couch waiting for me. Nala then saw me standing there and ran up to me. I picked her up and put her on my hip.

"Sissy doesn't have sleeves on." Nala said and pointed at my arms.

"Not today. Because we're going swimming!" I said enthusiastically to make Nala smile. I succeeded because she then smiled and giggled while clapping her hands.

The boys then said it was time to go so we all left the house and made our way to the car. I was in the very back with Nala and Harry, Zayn and Liam were in front of us, and Louis was driving with Niall in the passenger seat. I was tickling Nala and playing with her and Harry was on his phone. I then turned Nala around in my lap so her back was to me. I then grabbed my ponytail holder that was on my wrist and put Nala's hair up in a little ponytail on her head. Her hair has grown but not enough to put into a full ponytail. I then turned her back around and she started to play with the dyed ends of my hair. I want to get a new color but I might have to ask Louis before I just go ahead and dye my hair. I might dye all of my hair next time, I'll just have to wait and see.

We then stopped at a beautiful beach with nice blue water and the nearly white sand. We all unbuckled and got out. Louis and Harry raced each other to the water, Liam and Niall started kicking a soccer ball back and forth, and Zayn chose to just stay in the sand with me and Nala. Nala then started to get wet sand to make a sandcastle. She started to just pile it up and shape it to look like a castle. I then stood up to go play with her but when I stood up another dizzy spell hit me and my eyes went dark. I felt someone grab my arm to keep me steady.

When my eyes cleared up I saw that Zayn was the one keeping me up but the rest of the boys didn't see us. Thank God. I then told Zayn I was alright and made my way to Nala. I crouched down and helped her make her sandcastle when I felt someone pick me up and throw me over their shoulder. I looked over slightly to see that it was Harry was taking me to the water. I kept hitting his back and telling him to put me down. He finally said ok but when he put me down he dropped me in the water. I then stood up and Harry was laughing but I just made my way back to the sand and ignored the stares I was given by the boys because the reason why I didn't want to get wet was because I just so happened to not use my waterproof makeup to cover my scars. And now that it's wet, the makeup is running.

And now the boys can see my scars. Every single one that is on my arms and I can't do anything about it.