Me And 1D? What Does That Mean?

"Sick"

(Kaya's POV)

After I made sure that Harry was gone I quickly got out of her and ran to the bathroom. I know that I can't stop myself.

When I got to the bathroom, I stuck my fingers down my throat until I finally threw up everything I had today. I haven't made myself throw up in months because Mrs James, Paige, Bella, and everyone else in the group helped me through it but I couldn't help it. After I finished I went back to my room and tried calling Paige to see if she help me calm down. When she picked the phone up I was babbling mess trying to explain to her what happened but I wasn't making sense because I was crying too hard. She tried getting me to calm down but when she couldn't she went looking for Mrs James for her to help me.

I was shaking a lot and I couldn't breathe very well. After waiting for a while Mrs James' voice came through the phone.

Mrs James: Sweetie I'm going to need you to calm down and tell me what happened.

Kaya: I did it again. I'm so sorry.

Mrs James: Which one did you do. You have to be specific or I won't know how I'm supposed to help.

Kaya: I made myself throw up. I'm sorry.

Mrs James: You don't have to apologize. It's fine. Just listen to me ok.

Kaya: Ok.

Mrs James: Are you done or do you feel the need to do it again?

Kaya: No I'm done.

Mrs James: Ok so I want you to sit down if you're standing. If you're in bed I want you to lay down.

I stopped pacing where I was and slowly lowered my body to the floor so I could sit down.

Kaya: What now?

Mrs James: I want you to close your eyes and focus on my voice.

Kaya: ok.

Mrs James: I'm going to put Blake on the phone because I know that he can calm you down better.

I waited as the line went silent when suddenly I heard Blake's soothing voice come through the phone. ( A/N K: Kaya B: Blake)

B: How's it going babes? You having fun at your new home?

K: Yeah I guess I'm having fun. I'm so sorry Blake. I shouldn't have done it.

B: It's okay. I'm not mad. Tell me why though.

K: I just ate too much and I didn't want to get fat. I couldn't take it. I'm so sorry.

B: You don't have to say sorry. I understand. I know how you feel about your body but you know those people only say those things to you is because they're jealous. Trust me. Anyone would be lucky to have you. Especially me and the group.

K: Thank you Blake.

B: No problem. Now lay down in bed and close your eyes. Put your phone on speaker and put it on the charger because I know your phone is nowhere near having full battery.

K: Ok. Done.

I told him after getting situated and wipe away the tears on my cheeks. As I laid back I heard a familiar tune come through the phone. But much softer than the original.

B: You're insecure, don't know what for. You're turning heads when you walk through the door. Don't need makeup to cover up. Being the way that you are is enough.

As I listened to him singing through the phone I started drifting off to sleep. A few seconds later I heard Blake stop singing.

"Goodnight babes. I promise you'll be okay." He said in a soft voice before hanging up.