Mayas POV
I try my absolute hardest to hold back tears as I ride the bus to school with Riley. I let Riley see my weak side this morning, and I can't ever show it again. Im trying to act like nothing happened, but I can tell Riley isn't going to forget.
She's not going to forget the time I crawled into her room, crying, in pain, in fear, and in desperate need of a hug. A true genuine hug from someone who loves me. Riley tried her best to make me feel better, but she will never understand what I go through.
And that's okay.
I spend all of my energy making Riley happy. And that makes me happy. Riley doesn't need to know what I'm going through. I don't want her to feel my pain. If I keep it inside of me, it won't spread.
Riley has a perfect life. She has a mom and dad, who love her and spend time with her. They help her with homework, teach her lessons, and talk to her when she is sad.
I have my mom. My dad left when I was little.
My mom is never home. She is always working. But if she ever is home, we barely talk. I'm just a burden in her life. She has to work extra hard just to feed me every night.
She acts like I don't exist. I'm sure she wishes I didn't.
This morning we got into a big fight. I know my mom means well, but she is stressed 24/7, and she takes it out on me.
Yesterday, I saw Topanga do Riley's hair for school. So this morning I asked my mom if she could do my hair. She immidiately gets angry and says something like "you're just a burden in my life" "I wish you would just stay away from me" "I wish I never had a daughter".
Ouch. That last one keeps ringing in my head. I know my mom was just angry and didn't mean any of those things, but she said it. And it hurt.
I jump out of my thoughts when I feel Riley shaking me.
"Maya! Maya! Time to get off the bus!" She shouts.
I grab my backpack and lunch and walk off the bus. I feel a tear roll down my cheek, and quickly wipe it before anyone sees.
I don't know if Riley saw, but right afterwards, she grabbed my hand.
We walked through the school doors together.
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Maya Meets the Real World
FanfictionMaya has had a tough life since the beginning. Shes kept her feelings inside so she wouldn't make Riley feel bad for her. What will happen when things in the Hart house go too far? Rilaya and Mayarkle.