Beyoncé Imagines {GxG}

Tough Love

Beyoncé's POV
Here I am, 2 months pregnant with twins and where is Jay? Don't know but it's 5 am, what could he be doing at this hour? Once again, don't know.

I was broken from my thoughts by Y/N. She's one of my close friends but, honestly, she makes me question myself... my sexuality, my marriage, my choices.

"Blue is down." She smiled, pretending to dust her hands off.
"Thank you Y/N, baby." I smiled. I just started calling her that and it feels so natural, like it was meant to be.
"No problem, you hungry? I know those babies are gonna know how to eat." She laughed.
"Yes, can you please make me a salad with my fake meat that you hate?" I laughed before pouting.
"Of course, and I don't hate it, I just... strongly dislike." She laughed.

"Okay, whatever. Can you help me up? I gotta pee." I pouted again.
"Yes babe, just stop pouting. I don't like to see you sad." She pretended to pout before helping me up. She went downstairs after helping me to the restroom.

As I washed my hands I thought: Y/N's more of a girlfriend to me than Jay is a husband. I feel he's cheating but I don't want to split with him right before having his second and third child.

But if we do split I can not only have Y/N anyway I want, but she can also mother Blue and she'll still have two parents.

I finished in the restroom and walked down the stairs slowly, being careful not to fall.
"Y/N, I feel like I'm gonna fall!" I cried... goddamn hormones. But she still came running in.
"Shh, babe. I don't want you to fall so don't move, I'll get you." She said before walking up and grabbing my waist with one arm and the railing with the other.

Once again with these hormones, even just her touching my waist I wanted her.
"Y/N?" I asked quietly.
"Yes babe?" She asked as we reached the bottom step.
"I need you... to rub my stomach while I eat." I caught myself real quick. She giggled before helping me to the couch.

"Of course, I will do anything you need." She smiled. I melted at her adorable smile as she positioned herself onto the couch. As I ate she did as I asked, rubbing my stomach in circles. And when I was finished eating she started talking to my stomach.

"Hello mini BBs. Y/N here. Your mama is f-freaking amazing!" She laughed. I playfully hit the back of her head because she almost cussed at my babies.
"Oop! Sorry mini BBs. She's just so beautiful and talented, not to mention she's an amazing mother, wife, and friend. She'll do almost anything for us and definitely you guys so please don't give her a hard time. She's still trying to work but I won't let her. Just get some rest and chill." She said, kissing my stomach where she thinks the babies' heads are.

When she came back up I stared into her eyes, slowly moving in. Her soft lips pressed against mine was what I needed, like our lips were made for each other. The front door opened, making us both jump back. She pretended to be talking to the babies again.

"Babe, you're awake?" Jay asked as he walked up to me. I nodded my head before he tried to kiss me. I dodged his lips and stuck my hand in his pocket. There they were, the panties of another woman. I looked at the collar of his white shirt and saw the lipstick stains and hickeys on his neck.
"IM NOT A GODDAMN DUMBASS SHAWN!! Why am I not good enough for you but Y/N thinks I'm amazing? WHY DONT YOU LOVE ME!? TOUCH ME!?" I cried. He flexed his jaw and balled up his fists.
"I DARE YOU TO HIT ME IN FRONT OF Y/N!! DO IT!! SHOW HER WHAT YOU DO WHEN I DON'T GIVE YOU SEX!" I was real bold, ready for him to try something.

Y/N came up and pushed us away from each other.
"Stop yelling, you probably just woke up Blue, and stop stressing because you want these babies. Shawn I don't think what you did was respectful, thoughtful or smart. If you're gonna cheat bring a change of clothes. But NEVER hit a woman who is doing everything she can to please not only you but your children and the world." She said looking between the both of us.

"Shawn, leave. I'll make sure you see your children, all three but I need you to leave please." I said calmly.
"YOU'RE REALLY GONNA LET US ... GO!? I LOVE YOU BEYONCÉ, ALWAYS WILL!!" He yelled.
"Shawn, she asked calmly. Please, I'll take care of her and I'll bring Blue to your office later this week. You two just need space." Y/N advised. She's actually really good at relationship advice even though she's not in one.

"Okay, thank you Y/N." He said before hugging her, kissing my stomach and leaving. When I heard the front door slam shut I jumped before breaking down.
"Shh, babe. I'm right here, I'm right here." She cooed me as she rubbed my back.

Neither of us heard Blue walk in so her light voice scared us.
"Mommy, are you okay?" She asked. I quickly wiped my face and smiled.
"Yes baby, I'm fine. Why aren't you asleep?" I asked.
"I heard you and daddy yelling. Why does daddy hit you?" She asked.

I saw Y/N's jaw clench at the thought in my peripheral.
"Blueberry, daddy isn't very good at using his words all the time. So when he needs something or doesn't like something he hits things instead. But it's not okay to let anyone hit you, ever." I said. She nodded before telling us she was going back to bed.

Y/N stood up and started cleaning the mess in the living room.
"Y/N what's wrong?" I asked, trying to get up.
"I love you, so imma be harsh." She warned. I stood on my feet before walking over to her.
"Eat you own words Beyoncé."

I was a little shocked at how harsh she sounded but, tough love I guess.
"After you have your pills call me." She said before pecking my lips and walking out.

Tough Love