GOT7 ONESHOTS

Cold || Youngjae

now its cold without you here
its like winter lasts all year

  She cried alone in her bed. No one could hear her. Not the people talking loudly upstairs, not her dog sleeping peacefully beside her, and most definitely not her boyfriend. She couldn't understand how they could be so loud, especially under the circumstances.

He died.

The only person she ever loved. The only person that made her a better person. Killed, in a stupid car accident. She punched her pillow angrily.

"How could this happen?" She said a loud. "Why him? The purest human, taken away." Saying those words only made her sob harder. She cluched her tear soaked sheets, trying to keep her breath steady. "Youngjae, its so cold without you." She sobbed.

"Y/N." A whisper spoke. She looked up, her blurred vision couldn't make out the figure, but her brain knew.

"Youngjae?" She whispered back. Her vision cleared up. Sure enough, there he was, transparent, but there.

"Honey." He whispered. She shot up from her bed.

"Please come back." She begged the ghost. She reached out to touch him. He held her hand with a smile. He was cold, freezing cold. A small tear fell from both his eyes.

"My dear, i want to more than anything." He said. She cried even harder. He cupped her face with both hands. "Y/N."

"Yes Youngjae?" He scoffed.

"You know thats not my name." He joked. She let out a painful laugh.

"My sunshine?" He smiled.

"Better. Sweetheart, even if i can't be here with you physically, i'm always with you spiritually."

"Why did you have to be taken?" She asked.

"Because it was my time to go." He calmly whispered. Her heart plummeted.

"No Youngjae! If that stupid fucking drunk driver wasn't there YOU WOULD HAVE STILL BEEN ALIVE! HERE WITH US, WITH ME! HE DESERVED TO DIE AND BURN IN HELL! HE TOOK YOU AWAY FROM ME!" She cried, gripping Youngjae's cold body. He wrapped his arms around her, pulling her close to him.

"Don't say those things Y/N. Please." He squeezed her tightly and kissed her head.

"Youngjae..." She couldn't hold back the tears any longer. They all came out at once, like waterfalls. Youngjae could only hold her close, like he used to do when she cried.

"Y/N, can you do something for me?" Youngjae asked. She pulled away and looked at him dead in the eye.

"Anything."

"Can you sing one last time for me?" He asked. Another tear fell from her eyes. Singing together was their favourite thing in the whole world. It's what brought them together, and whats kept them together for so long.

"Of course my love." She sat up straight and took a deep breath.

{cold - casey lee williams}

I never felt that it was wise to wish too much
To dream too big would only lead to being crushed
Then I met you, you weren't afraid of anything
You taught me how to leave the ground, to use my wings

I never thought a hero would ever come my way
But more than that, I never thought you'd be taken away

Now it's cold without you here
It's like winter lasts all year
But your star's still in the sky
So I won't say goodbye
I don't have to say goodbye

My days of doubt were in the past with you around
You helped me feel I had a place, direction found
You showed me that a greater dream can be achieved
Enough resolve will conquer all if we believe

The light you gave to guide me will never fade away
But moving forward never felt as hard as today

Now it's cold without you here
It's like winter lasts all year
But your star's still in the sky
So I won't say goodbye
I don't have to say goodbye

She opened her eyes. Youngjae was still there, watching her with the most loving eyes.

"That was so beautiful, thank you my love." He kissed her gently.

"Anything for you."

"I have to go, but I promise I'll visit soon. I love you Y/N." Youngjae said. She sniffled, but nodded.

"I'll be waiting, i love you too Youngjae." She responded. With a smile, he faded away. His touch was non existent. She laid back down on her bed, staring up at the ceiling. He wasn't gone, he is always here, just invisible.

"I love you forever." She whispered again before dozing off into a comfortable and peaceful slumber.