(OtaYuri)-- Idiot

Inside.

I was listening to this song while writing this. I just had it on repeat for hours.
Len being a fuckboi really gets you in the mood to write smut-- 

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  After we get dressed, we go into Otabek's room. Otabek had suggested we'd go to sleep. It was really late- though- we weren't really tired.

Only one bed?

Does he not realize how wrong this is?

  I lay on the bed, Beka next to me. Oh god- It was so awkward. I was practically naked- and I couldn't even sleep. I was too busy making sure not to get too close to Otabek and not to let the damned shirt go up anymore than it already was-

  I was pretty sure Otabek was awake as well. I was shifting in the bed non-stop. I'd imagine it's pretty hard to sleep with the bed constantly moving.

  "Yuri...are you not tired? I know I'm not-" Otabek turned to face me

I shook my head. "No-- Not at all"

I looked at him for a while. He looked back at me. The more I looked at him- the more I remember how I felt towards him. And the more I thought about that- I thought about how I'm only a friend to him.

But am I really?

"Hey- Otabek.." I was going to ask him. It would've kept me up forever if I didn't. 

"Yes?"

"Otabek..I....do you..-?"

"Do I...?"

I couldn't get the words out. I gulped, letting out a nervous sigh.

"Do...you love me Otabek?..And I don't mean friend love...I mea--"

"Yes.."

Yes? Did he really just say yes? He's teasing. He's teasing.  

My eyes widen and I let out a small noise "Yes?..You mean it?"

Was I moving fast? I just realized my feelings for him-- I can't just ask him something like this-

"Yes- I'm serious" He smiled slightly. I was happy- almost too happy

"D-Do it again--" I said

"Hm?"

"Kiss me..K-Kiss me again"

He took no time to softly place his lips on mine. But that wasn't the kiss I wanted- I deepened the kiss, pushing myself closer. He went along, kissing back, chuckling into the kiss. I parted my lips slightly. He knew what I wanted, slowly sliding his tongue into my mouth.

Maybe we are moving a bit fast..? But I don't care- who cares?

Otabek pulled me closer, our bodies touching. He wrapped his arms around me, making sure that there were no parts of us that weren't together.

He was much warmer than the blanket.

I rub my tongue against his, shuddering. This went on for a few minutes. Our mouths disconnecting shortly for small gasps of air - then he pulled away.

"Yuri.." He whispered my name. But the way he said it-- It sent shivers down my spine.

Is he planning something?...What is he planning..

...If he's planning to--.....It's working, then. The way he's holding me- The way he said my name just then. I can't...I think I'm--

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Beyond here contains yaoi including an underaged(?) character.
If you don't like badly written, under-aged smut then-- Just don't read (Or pretend Yuri's aged up or something-- Hhh
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