My Dear Raven, My Last Apology

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I know you'll never read this
It's because your gone
And that's entirely my fault
And I feel horrible that I'm the one to blame for all of this
I'm could've spared you the hurt and pain, but I chose to take a chance and have you as my own.

I shouldn't have made that decision.
And I truly am sorry, even though being sorry won't cut it.
Not this time at least.


I just want to see your smile again. You know the one you got whenever someone did or said something funny, or you had a mischievous idea.

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Yes that one~

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Yes that one~

I want to feel you against me again,
Like when you wanted to cuddle, or something a bit more fun than cuddling.

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I want to feel everything I felt when I was with you again Sebastian,

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I want to feel everything I felt when I was with you again Sebastian,

But I will never get that chance again now will I?

I think not.

So as my final farewell, I say this.


Crimson, no longer locks with gold in a sweet, loving stare, but with menace and hatred.
Gold faded down to gray, while crimson burned all the same.
Gold withered, and finally crimson did too.
Because crimson was drug down by gold.
No matter how much gold wanted to let go, he couldn't.


I'm sorry.....................................












Signed

              ~ Claude Faustus

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