What Now ? ( A Mindless Behavior Story )

What Now ?

Wussup Y'all My Name Is Danyale Dany For Short I'm 19 Years Old , from Compton , I had A Daughter lost her last year to a drive by my baby's name Was Kaisyn Smith ..  I Loved my baby so Dearly im so upset She Was caught In that Drive By Some stupid fucking Idiots one who's her own dad at that , if his ass wouldnt have been in that stupid gangbanging shit she would still be here  .....

* Flashback O5 Months Ago *

Danyale

G It Feels So Nice Today

Lou Ikr Needs To Be Like This Everyday

Ari Right Cause This Type Of Weather I Can Definitely Deal With

Ok Where's My Baby ?

Lou Ik You See Her Right There Playing With Her Toys Stevie

Shut Up Lol

Siee ; Oh Loook Cheyenne's Here

Cheyenne ; Haaaay Bew Y'all Popping Out Today I See Lol

* All * Yeaaaaa Lol ,

Okay Bu-

* Pow Pow Pow *

Everybody In The neighborhood panicking And screaming Me Trying To run Out And grab Azariah She's My Main Priority Right Now So IDC About Nothing Else BUT My Baby At This Point I Just held Her As She cried & Shook I cradled Her In My arms And ran Up By The porch By The Time I Got There The shots stopped And Everybody Came Back outside Looking shocked I Was sitting There shaking And holding Azariah In My arms Then Damari ( my sister ) Came Outside Looking Around Then Looked Down At Me On The First Step And Said OH MY GOSH AZARIAH !!!!! And That Must've Got All Of Our Attention Cause When We Looked Down I Saw That I Was Sitting In A Pool Of Blood And It Wasn't Mines It Was Azariah's I Just Stopped And Froze I Was Crying Then Started Saying Her Name Repeatedly Azariah , Zaria ... Zari Baby?! , Screaming & Yelling Calling Her Name I Was Shaking Then I Heard Her Little Voice Say " I Lub jhu Mommy " And Then Her Last Breath I Just Lost It After That .....

* END OF FLASHBACK *

I Can't Get That Horrible Day Out Of My Head Im Just Sitting Here In Her Room Holding On Tight To Her Favorite Teddy Bear I Been Sleeping In Her Room Since The Funeral 3 weeks ago I Haven't Been Out The House Like That Either Unless It Means I'm Going To Work , School , Visiting My Mom Or Going To My Baby's Grave Site ... My Sister Damari Moved In With Me After The Accident Louise & Cheyenne Has Been With Me 247 And Calling Me And Some Days When Were Not Busy We All Go Visit Her Or Talk About The Little Things She Used To Do When She Was Here ( Btw I Was Crying Writing That Laaawd ) .....

Right Now I'm Up Getting Ready For School I Put On My (Blue Jean Skater Skirt With My Maroon Crewneck And Put My Hair In A Ponytail & Left The Back Out , And Added My Gold Chain With My Timbs With Studs On The Side) Grabbed My Purse And Left For School ....

Another Day W/o My Baby Here Here Running Around The House Talking About How She Loves School And Likes Learning Her ABC's I Loved That About Her And The Fact That She Was Very Active Lol I'm Gonna Miss The Good Energy In The House Ever Since She's Been Gone All I Can Say Is " What Now ? "....

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