Finally my food! I run to the door, pay the guy and start eating. My mother looks at me like I was a monster.
B- What the hell do you eat?
Me- mom! It's uber eats ! When I don't want to cook I buy something! That's all!
B- we don't educate you like that!
M- you don't educate me at all...
She look at me without talking, I thought I saw a tear in her eye.
B- anyway...
She gaves me a letter
Me- what is this?
B- Open it!
I did what she ask...
Me- A flight to London? Why do you give this to me?
B- the big new was that your father asked your old school to accept you another time they say yes! Aren't you happy?
I don't know why but I start crying. I was yelling to myself. And I left without anything. I run into to metro without paying because I didn't have money, I was at the house of Sullivan.
Me- What the fuck am I doing here?!
I realise that I was yelling... but i don't care! People looked at me but I did like I didn't saw them. After 5 minutes I saw him. He stands with his jacket in front of me.
S- come here...
Me- NO! I HATE YOU!
What did I just say?
S- what..?
Me- ARE YOU DUMB? I HATE YOU! WHY THE FUCK DO YOU WANT TO HELP ME? LET ME DIE!
S- I WON'T LET YOU DOWN !
Me- you just did...
It was like I didn't control my body, I jumped in front of a car.
I heard Sullivan yelling.
S- NO! SOFIA! HELP PLEASE HELP! Help...
I heard a few minutes later the ambulance.
It began so loud and ended so quiet.
Black.
Nothing.
Was I dead? Is this how death looks like?
Wait, I hear someone. He is crying. Should he cry about me?
I open my eyes, I lay in a white room with a bed and a TV. Then I saw someone.
?- Sofia? Are you awake?
YOU ARE READING
The world seems to be fading.
Sachbücher"What is depression?" "It like drowning, but you can see the other breathe..." I thought those quotes were false... but after this I think way different about it; let me tell you my story.
