Finally! I'm arrived at the carrefour! I don't have much time, I need to study...
-15minutes later-
I have everything that I need. I'm walking to the cash to pay and there is he: Sullivan. I'm in love with him since I met hem 6 months ago at Jules party, they know each other very well. He is funny, smart and way to cute for a human! He lives near at my metro station, so I can see him everyday. He saw me... but he don't move. He saw me but he still on his phone... 1 minutes later my phone rings: it's a message of Sullivan
"hi, I saw you ;)"
When I looked up he stands right for me.
-Oh my god Sullivan! You freak me out!
-I'm happy to see you too
-No, no me too I mean...
-I understand don't worry * laugh * what are you doing here?
-Are you dumb * laugh * I'm buying some food for me tonight
-Ow yeah, we are at the supermarket... what are you cooking tonight?
-I'm gonna make salmon.
-It's my favourite food!
-If you want to come...
-I'll love to! See you
He's gone...
I wasn't thinking he would accept my dinner proposal... now I'm nervous!
I paid everything en go back home.
I started dinner at the second I was home, I'm so nervous, I don't know if he will love it.. maybe he loves me too, I really need to know! I Finned dinner and I go get dressed, I choose for a purple t-shirt, a black highway skirt and my favourite necklace that my father gave me when I was 11. When I was ready I waited
10 minutes
20 Minutes
30 minutes
40 minutes
1 hour
I was sick of waiting! I took my phone and looked at Sullivan's story on Snapchat... he was with another girl and friends at a nightclub, not so far away from my apartment.
It hurts.
There were so many feelings into me at that moment: I was angry, sad, disappointed, jalouse... I can't believe he did that to me!
I took my cold salmon and eating it watching Pretty Little Liars, And with a box of tissues...
| 1 AM |
My phones ringing, it was Sullivan!
-hello?
- hi darling! How are you beautiful
(Did he just said that I was beautiful?!)
-Sulli, are you drunk?
-What?! No I'm not!
-Why do you call me at 1 AM?
-Because there is no time to say that we love a person!
(Did he just say that he loves me?!)
-Sullivan, please go to bed...
-okey darling, don't worry I call you back tomorrow.
-Ow okey...
The call ends... He loves me...
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The world seems to be fading.
Non-ficțiune"What is depression?" "It like drowning, but you can see the other breathe..." I thought those quotes were false... but after this I think way different about it; let me tell you my story.
