Young, Stupid and Confused

In The Beginning

There's this one guy. This one guy that lights up my world with his smile. This one guy that holds my hand as he guides me through all my struggles. But this one guy I always seem to suffer when I call him mine.

This one guy has a name. Short and simple. Theo.

Theo is gorgeous, inside and out. He can be a bad person, but I always seem to go back to him.
It's almost like I'm on a lead, that he continues to hold and let go. I just follow... my owner. I'm kinda a lost puppy.

Theo and I have always been close, since we were in 5th grade. We were good friends up until 7th grade. We just settled into high school without each other. I went on my boat, and he went on his, like all boats they drift away. But after time will cross paths again. And that's what happened to Theo and I.

We both reconnected again in year 9, ever since we have been on and off, like a light switch. Except we won't change the light bulb, we basically refuse too.

In many ways it's been a good, and a bad thing.

Theo and I are a love, hate relationship.
We break up, take a break, he pulls me back, I follow. Again I'm a lost puppy.

Theo is quite demanding. If he wants something he'll ask nicely the first couple of times, but after awhile he'll get madder and DEMANDS it to happen. His never hurt me physically, only mentally.

I love Theo, and he loves me. I want things to work, but too many people are involved and won't let us settle the water. Wave upon wave, we feel pressured and confused.

Could this just be puppy love, and a complete waste of time? I'm still not sure but we'll have to wait and find out. Your coming along, so sit down, relax and behold the Youngest, Stupidest and Confusion.