Part 1 - The Pain

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All I can see right now is the ocean where the calm waves can be heard and the smell of salt water. What makes it more amazing was the sunset, so I thought "This would be a nice day to die" I laughed pathetically but later felt that now was the right thing to do.
I grabbed both of my flowery pink slipper and held it in my hand. Open all the accessories that I had been wearing, my watch, bracelets and rings. I tossed it to the sand and approched the sea.

Deep inside of me I really want to end my life but my instinct tell me every problems will have an answer. I cannot handle it anymore. I'm afraid to fall a sleep. I'm afraid of those people who always beat me. I'm afraid that I would get beaten up. I'm afraid of myself, i'm afraid I would turn into someone that I'm not.

I thought about it in every second of my life. As I walk step by step I could feel the texture of the ocean splashing around the wet sand. I smile brightly and walked confidently towards the ocean without looking back. Until I reached my limit to where I almost drowned.

Then suddenly I could hear thunders rumbling, waves are moving wildly. I was scared at the same time but I have made up my mind.

I thought about this a thousand times and I hesitated it about thousand times. I gather up my courage and walked towards the wild wave.
At last I was hit roughly and was washed away from the sea and never be seen again.

As I open my eyes and moan in pain I realised someone was waiting for me.
A man. He'd been waiting for me. He lend his hand to me and said
"you are now known to be dead" he said while glancing at me.

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