Fuckboy [ChanBaek/BaekYeol]

7

I decided to skip school today. I was not ready to face Chanyeol and my friends after what happened.

What the FUCK was i thinking yesterday??!?!?!??!

I was rolling around in bed, contemplating wether i should move to another country or just simply end my misery.

I was so utterly disappointed with myself.

I had almost slept with a fuckboy, but not just any fuckboy, OOOOHHH NO, I had almost slept with the fuckboy who literally fucked half of the students at our school, probably some teachers to, but that wasn't the worst part.

I had almost slept with the fuckboy who fucked one of my best friends.

I almost slept with the fuckboy who singlehandedly shattered one of my best friends heart, into millions of pieces, and in the process of doing that, he also shattered his confidence.

The guilt was eating me up, from the inside out.

I had been seriously turned on by the fuckboy. And that only disgusted me more.

I knew I would've done it, I knew I would've been fucked by him if the phone didn't ring.

He had me completely under his spell.

All my so called "feelings" for him had disappeared. The only thing on my mind was how all of my friends would label me as a slut when they found out.

If they found out.

I didn't want to lie to them, I didn't want to keep secrets from them, but I couldn't tell them that I almost slept with Chanyeol. No matter how close we were. 

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A/N
Welp here's a short ass chapter👏
But ye I'll be updating more cuz I'm on vacation right now🐢