This is a demon,
This is a monster,
I need to tell someone,
But who?
He doesn't care,
She doesn't want to listen,
I wish it would just go away,
I feel so worthless,
Used,
Tired,
My hands tells me a few more days,
My mouth tells me a few more hours,
My razor tells me a few more minutes,
My mind tells me a few more seconds,
Until it's all over,
My knees are trembling,
My hands are shaking,
My heart is pounding,
Screaming is it worth is anymore,
I try to stay calm,
It's no good,
It gets worse,
And worse with every passing minute,
How did it come to this?
I don't understand why they laugh,
I'm weird I know but damn,
Calm down and stop judging me,
This razor trembles in my hand,
The blood drips slowly,
Making a puddle on the floor,
I close my eyes,
My heart stops,
My breathing stops,
I die on the bathroom floor,
They feel bad,
They regret what they said,
Wishing they would have thought about what they were saying to me,
Think before you speak to anyone.
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~Flo
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