You say this is suicide

Your times up;

I've waited to long for you to come back,

I have finally realized your no coming back,

I will starve myself,

Make up excuses to stay away from people your friends,

I'm giving up on getting better,

I thought you would miss me by now but I'm wrong,

I'm on the verge away,

I'm dying either way,

I'm alone in everything,

There is no one left,

Because I pushed them away trying to get to you,

I left everyone in my past to stay there,

They are all gone because I loved you,

You know I have forgotten how to smile,

I can't sleep,

Because demons don't,

They haunt me,

And it's killing me.