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Apartment Visits

JUNGKOOK'S POINT OF VIEW

"Mom said that I could stay the night, but only because it's not a school night." I said walking back into my room. I saw Jimin just waiting for me on the bed. He jumped up and gave me a hug.

"That's good. Can I help you pick out what you're wearing tomorrow?" Jimin asked.

"Umm... sure. Where are we going tomorrow?" I said as I started getting stuff around.

"Oh, just somewhere I thought up while I was sitting here waiting for you." he said walking to my closet and going through my clothes. "I would let you borrow some of mine, but I'm pretty sure they'd be too small for you."

"Ok, well. I'm ready to go as soon as you get my clothes picked." I said, letting him know.

"Here we are." he said pulling out a long white shirt, black skinny jeans, and my pair of timberlands. "Okay, we can go now." he said after I put the stuff in my bag that I was taking.

We walked the few minutes that it took to get to his apartment. As soon as we got inside, he locked the door, turned around, and kissed me hard. I immediately responded to it wrapping my arms around his waist, and planting one hand on his ass so he could jump up and wrap his legs around my waist. I then lead us to his bedroom, while he was kissing and sucking hickeys into my neck. We got in the room and he had me lock that door too. I was confused as to why he wanted both doors locked, but oh well, this is Jimin we're talking about. Anyway he kissed me on the lips and I walked over to the bed, and set him down softly, my own body hovering over his.

Knock knock

Someone started knocking on the front door.

"I swear we are always getting interrupted right when it's getting good." I said as I walked out to answer the door. Jimin followed me. I opened the door to be confronted with a girl.

"Jimin-oppa, there you are. I've been looking everywhere for you." she said as she kissed him square on the lips. I just turned and walked to the bedroom we were just in, I was so pissed, 'he was messing with me.' I thought as I sat on the bed, head between my knees, and my hands pulling my hair. 'Of course he was messing with you, who would actually love you? Taehyung left you, Jimin's with a girl. What are you?' a voice inside my head was telling me.

"No, I know he loves me, if he didn't, he wouldn't want me to be his first right?" I replied to the voice.

'That's not true and you know it." it sneered.

"Dammit shut up, just who the hell are you, and where are you? How come I can only hear you and not see you? Come out you asshole." I yelled, curling even further into a ball.

Jimin must have heard me shouting, because he quickly came into the room. He immediately ran to my side, asking what was wrong.

"Dammit, just get out of my head. I don't fucking know you." by this time I was crying, because the voice kept telling me that my family didn't love me, Tae never loved me, and Jimin doesn't love me now.

"Jungkook, calm down, what do I do?" Jimin was telling me, though I couldn't hear his voice very well.

"Mom I need you. Jungkook is screaming and yelling at someone to get out of his head. I don't know what to do.... Is that all I have to do?....Uhuh thank you mom, When he started yelling I started freaking out....This has happened before?.... Ok, thank you." Jimin was on the phone with my mom.

As soon as he got off the phone he was sitting beside me. He pulled my head into his lap and stroked my hair until I was calm.

After I calmed down, I sat up and smiled at him "Thank you Jimin. Thank you for putting up with that. That hasn't happened since Tae, I was just so upset seeing that girl kiss you, I guess that set it off. I'm sorry you had to see me like that. I understand if you want to break up and not deal with it." I said, feeling really sad because I felt like he was really fixing to end it.