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Chapter 22

Seokjin's Point of View

Someone knocked on the door and Jungkook went to go get it. We waited a few minutes then he followed him out there to the front door. I looked up and saw the smug look on the guys face and I ran off the Namjoon's room.

"Jinnie, baby, let me in please. Talk to me. What happened?" I heard Namjoon ask from the other side of the door. I got up off his bed and unlocked his door, let him in, and quickly locked the door back.

"Jin-hyung what happened?" he asked again after he pulled me in for a hug.

"N-Namjoon that... that's my... my ex-boyfriend." I finally got out.

"You mean the asshole that fucking raped you?" he yelled. I flinch away from him. He quickly noticed and softened his tone. "Jinnie, baby, I'm sorry. I didn't mean to scare you or anything. It's just he showed up here. I don't like the feeling I have from this." he said, soothing me. He walked us over to the bed and we laid down with my back to his chest.

"Namjoon?"

"Hmm?"

"I love you." I turned around to look at him. He had already started to fall asleep.

"I love you too, baby. I always will." he mumbled the last part, as he was already halfway asleep.

I laid there for a minute, then I kissed his lips, and let a peaceful slumber take over me.

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"Jinnie, baby, wake up." I heard Namjoon whisper in my ear.

"But, Joonie, I'm tired." I whined.

"You've been asleep for forever." he said. I turned to face him and puckered my lips, asking for a kiss.

"Not until you get up." he said, starting to pull the blankets off me.

"Naamjooon." I whined again, trying to pull the blankets back up.

Jiiin." he imitated me. I gave up because he was to adorable like that.

"Fine, you win. I'm up." I said, standing up from the bed.

"Come here." he said and pulled me into a hug. He put a finger under my chin and lifted my head to look at him. He looked straight into my eyes as if asked for permission. I rolled my eyes and closed the distance between us.

He walked back over to the bed and sat down, I sat on his lap straddling him, never breaking the kiss. I pushed him down to where he was laying on the bed and I was on top of him.

"Jinnie, are you sure you're ready to do this? I don't think I'll be able to stop myself if we go any further." he warned, but I wanted to make love to him. I didn't want to be scared of having sex all my life. I wanted to be with Namjoon completely.

"Yes, I'm completely sure. I love you and I want to get over this fear that that'll happen again. I know you're nothing like Koonji and will actually take care of me and make sure I'm not hurt. I'm absolutely ready to take this step with you." I said with complete confidence.

"Ok, since you're sure." he said, then flipped us over to where he was on top of me. He leaned down and captured my lips in another kiss, and I could feel everything Namjoon felt for me behind this kiss.

He ran one of his hands under my shirt while the other was holding him up. He ghosted over one of my nipples and my back arched under his touch.

"Jin, you're so sensitive aren't you?" Namjoon asked, moving his hand down, heading to the hem of my shirt. He starts to inch it up. Every inch of skin he uncovered, he kissed and caressed like I was the only thing that mattered to him. He eventually got my shirt up to my neck and I put my arms above my head and lifted my head so he could slip it off.

After he did that, he leaned back and just looked at me. I started getting insecure 'what if he doesn't like it? What if this is all he wanted and he'll leave me after this?' I started asking myself all these questions.

"Jinnie, are you okay? Are you sure you want to do this? You're spacing out." I heard him voice, laced with concern.

"Yeah. I'm okay. I was just thinking about something." I answered and leaned up to peck him on the lips, he gladly returned it.

"Do you want to talk about it?" he asked, moving to where he was laying beside me.

I turned and looked at him. "I'm fine. It's nothing to worry about, Joonie." I said, curling up to his chest. He still had his shirt on so I started playing with the hem of it. I started to move it up his body and he got the hint and took it off.

He pulled me into his and wrapped an arm around my waist. I started leaving butterfly kisses along his neck and shoulder.

"Jin, what are you doing?" he asked.

"Nothing." I murmured against his neck. He gently grabbed the bottom of my chin and kissed me, hard.

"I don't believe that for a second." he muttered against my lips. He kissed me again.

"I love you." I whispered to him.

"I love you too." he whispered back.

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I kinda ran out of names for my chapters, so they'll just be chapter... for right now. Till I can come up with something. I love you guys <3