A One Time Thing

Chapter 7: Positive

After my big scene at school, becca and I went to faiths house. I had already asked if I could go to faiths the night before. We waited for faith to come back with the test.

When faith got there I was more nervous than ever. I never felt this way. I was scared. I even started to think how my life was over. Everybody at school would watch me with a baby in my belly. I would have a baby at prom with me or even worse, at graduation.
My parents would hate me. I dreaded the day I would have to tell them. I would have to get a job where I could afford a baby.

Faith had got me three tests to be sure. As I sat waiting on the test to process. My stomach felt like it was twisting in knots. After a couple of minutes I looked at the test and my heart dropped. I was breathing heavy. Then I broke down in tears.

Faith and becca looked at the test their eyes widened. They came over to me and cried with me. I wanted to die. I didn't mention to becca and faith I thought about throwing myself down the stairs at school. They would worry and keep eyes on me at all times. I even tried myths that were supposed to help you not be pregnant. By the way ladies none of them work. I know faith and becca would be judging me if they knew.

Faith wiped the tears off my face and said, "hey don't worry. We are gonna figure this all out. Me and becca are gonna be with you every step of the way I promise."
I couldn't even answer. I just let them hug me and I cried.

"How am I supposed to tell my parents?" I asked as I was sobbing. Faith and becca were just as clueless as I was.The one time I try and have fun I ruin my entire life! Why didn't I listen to my parents! Why did Keith come into my life?!"

Becca had to go home later that night. Faith and I ended up binge watching our favorite movie dirty dancing. We had pizza, cookies, ice cream, gummy bears, chips, and a lot more laying in front of us.

As much as faith tried distracting me, I couldn't get my mind off the fact that I was pregnant. After the movie ended, Faith and I cleaned up and turned off the TV. We lay there on faiths balcony talking. Finally faith brought something up that I hadn't even thought of, "how are you going to tell keith?"
I looked at her not knowing. "I don't think I will. I mean he probably will just disappear. I could just drop out and get a full time job. Maybe get my GED." I said.
Faith looked at me with those big bright eyes and said, "sammy you have to tell Keith! He has the right to know he has a baby coming. Give him a chance to actually do something."

I started to think about it. I knew I should tell him. I had to. It wouldn't be fair to my baby to not know of the father. I hated my life right now. How can this get any worse.

The next day faith and I rolled out of bed and got ready for school. Today becca had her car. We got to school and in the parking lot I seen a crowd of people surrounding Skylar, Darrel, and Keith. They were so popular. We made our way to the boys.

As I got past most of the crowd I stopped when I seen Sheryl all over Keith. I could feel anger all over me. My face was burning, not with embarrassment but with anger. Keiths eyes laid on me as I made my way out of the crowd. I was pissed and didn't want him to have anything to do with my baby.

I didn't realize I was walking so fast when Keith ran in front of me to stop me. "What is with you sam!" Keith said. I had never heard him really say my name just simply sam.
"Nothing! Why don't you go back and have fun with your slut!" I yelled back at him.
He had a stupid smile in the corner of his mouth and said, "oh I see. You're jealous."
I hate to even think it, but yes I was jealous because he was mine!
"Of who? Her? Hardly. We can do better than the both of you!" I yelled loud enough for the crowd of people to hear. They all looked at us.

He looked at me with confusion, "wait. We?"
I couldn't believe I said we. Oh god. I just looked at him and then started to walk away.
"Talk to me after you're done with that whore!" I yelled hoping Sheryl heard me.
He yelled back for me and said, "fine! I'll meet you after school!"