I'm tired of being called names. I'm tired of not being good enough for you. I'm tired of not saying the right things or acting the right way just for you. If you don't like the way I act then don't fucking talk to me. I can't handle the shit you tell me about how bad I am. It bothers me to know that you think that about me when all I try to do is fit in. I hate myself for thinking and not being good enough. Everyone hates me and I have no escape. Well I have one but we all know what that is right? Music. Music is my life. People think I'm weird. I didn't used to care but now, I can't seem to get their voices out of my head. I still see what you send me. It hurts me. The stuff you send upsets me but you don't care. I'm so done with life and you don't even care. Are we even friends??
