I don't even know who my friends are anymore. I only have about 2 really close friends that have stuck by me through the rough times and all. But I also have those friends that just ignore me when they want to and treat me like I'm trash. I hate being everybody's second choice.
I try my best to fit in, but I don't really belong anywhere. There are those certain "friends" that make me feel like I'm not good enough, or that I am a jerk for not talking when I don't feel like it.
They know I have my bad days, some worse than others. But when I don't talk because I feel like I might be sick, or I had a bad night or something, they take it personal and blame it on me. They don't understand how I feel.
