Jace It's the worst feeling in the world when you don't know wether you gonna ever even speak to someone again,it's the worst feels when you don't know if they'll even open their eyes again and you wish you'd hadn't taken silly little things like seeing them on the street for granted it also makes you realise that you need to live life to the best you can and also reach for you dreams because you don't know when your last day on this world is gonna be I sigh as I shut the front door and just rest my back against it Glory has been at the hospital for five days and still hasn't woken up and there no signs of her even waking up,the house is currently silent and pitch black it's about 1am and the only thing you can hear is Henrys paws meeting the wooden floor as he walks I quietly walk up the stairs and go into the bedroom seeing Ella and Jude cuddled up in the bed Ella's arms wrapped around Jude while he cuddles into her I smile a little as I shut the door I walk over to the window opening it and climbing out I go into the middle and just sit down Right now the town is lite up with lights and the view looks magical I look to my right and all a sudden get a flash back --------- I look up at the sky chewing my lip,I'm currently sitting on the roof,it's just a flat part where the kitchen comes out a little,nobody knows but sometimes I just sit here and think about things,right now I'm thinking about the baby,it's crazy that maybe in four months time there's gonna be a baby with us,we're still literally children ourselves so it's gonna be mad "Jace"I hear Glory shout,everyone's still here but I escaped,I look over at the bed room window,well secrets over "what are you doing?"she asks I shrug she climbs out of the window and comes and joins me "What you thinking about little bro?"she asks I look down and shrug "life"I mumble "what about life?"she asks tears forming in my eyes for no reason,I guess I'm just really worried about being a dad,I feel like I'm gonna be the worst dad ever "I'm gonna be a bad dad aren't I?"I ask her I look at her and she sighs pulling me into a hug "Nope"she answers "your gonna be the best dad ever your gonna give your little boy the best life ever and you already have"she says "he's gonna be famous before he's even a second old,he's gonna live in this mansion,he's gonna have parents who love him so so so much,he's gonna have it all before he even opens his eyes Jace"she says I smile a little putting my head on her shoulder and letting the tears fall out She pulls me onto her knee and even though I'm a little taller than her I still fit "gosh I remember holding you as a baby and look at you now hey"she smiles "how do you remember that?"I ask her she looks to her side "well I tried to get rid of you"she shrugs I shake my head and cuddle into her "I guess I still love you"I laugh she laughs and we just sit there My sisters always helped me through everything and I really love her for that --------- And yet again the tears fall out of my eyes except this time they don't fall on her tshirt they just fall down my cheeks I look back out at the view and for some reason I just get the feeling that this isn't the end for glory
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THIS IS THE BEST CHAPTER I HAVE EVER WROTE IN MY LIFE
