Is This Love?

27. Mistakes

I woke up to Trevor spraying water on my face.
Trevor- "Wake up, you've been asleep for too long now"

Me- *whines* "Nigga leave me the fuck alone"

Trevor- "Not until you get your ass off of my couch and go shower, girl you stink"

Me- "Please, I don't stink"

Trevor- "Yes you do now go and have a shower so we can do something today"

Me- "I don't wanna do anything today, I just want to sleep"

Trevor- "Haven't you heard of the term sleep if for the weak"

Me- "Yup now leave the weak alone before she hits you"

Trevor- "C'mon fee, you can't stay in bed all day"

Me- *sighs* "You're right, so what did you have planned"

Trevor- "I thought we could go to the theme park after you confront swae about last night"

Me- "Please if anyone should be confronting anyone it should be him begging for my forgiveness"

Trevor- "True but just go over there and talk to him"

Me- "Ughhh fine"

I got up, had a shower and put my clothes back on from last night. I left Trevor's house and went back to my apartment. I figured after seeing swae I would do some packing which means I'm going to have to buy some boxes. I changed into my all black yoga leggings and vest with my black Nike free rn trainers. I put my hair in a bun, grabbed my keys and wallet and headed to swaes house. When I got there, I saw jimmys car was also here along with jay sremm. After knocking on the door, jimmy opened it and looked happy and shocked at the same time.

Slim- "Hey fee, what you doing here?"

Me- "I just came to see swae, is he here by any chance"

Slim- "Erm well yes but he's not available right now, I think you should come back later"

Me- "Why is that?"

Slim- "He's just busy right now"

At that moment I heard swaes voice in the back.

Swae- "Aye slim, who's at the door?"

Slim- "Felisha"

Swae immediately appeared in the door.

Swae- "Hey baby, I missed you last night

Me- "Swae I-"

Swae- "listen, I'm sorry for saying fuck you I really didn't mean it and I hope you can forgive me"

He tried to hug me but I walked past him into the house. As soon as I did that swae kept looking between the door to the living room and me.

Swae- "What's wrong babe?"

Me- "Erm I came here to tell you that we're through"

Swae- "What?! Why?!"

Me- "Swae it's obvious you're not ready for commitment"

Swae- "What makes you say that?"

Me- "I left you alone for one night and you went and cheated on me"

Swae- "I swear babe it was the alcohol talking, I wasn't in control of my actions"

Me- "Well when you and 'the alcohol' learn to understand your boundaries, come and find me but for now don't text me,call me or any of that stuff"

Swae- "Baby I-"

Me- "You know what hurts the most? The fact that you knew what I went through with my ex but you still chose to go out and cheat"