Oikage Collection [Hiatus]

[Chapter 6] Attachment : Broken

Chapter 6 : Nothing to lose

When he woke up, the apartment already empty and what's remain only the last remaining memory from last night. He tried to open his eyes even though it's heavy because the lack of sleep he had. He stood on the side of the bed to get ready for the day. Well, what can he say ? Life goes on.

He went to classes like usual, trying to put up some fake smiles for the fan girls and some of his friends. Everyone believe it, everyone except, of course, Iwaizumi. But strangely, he didn't ask anything, they just sat there, eating while enjoying the fresh breeze. But, it's getting on his nerves somehow.

"You... don't ask ?" He asked while awkwardly drinking his water.

"Ask what ?" Iwaizumi said while munching his bento.

"Hmm about what happened ? You usually ask if I day dream or look like crap," He explained uncomfortably.

"Oh, right !" Iwaizumi said before gulping down his food.

There is silence for a moment, only the sound of leaves that bruising because of the wind that filled the collage's park. The others often take lunch in some fancy cafes or the cafeteria, Oikawa and Iwaizumi prefer eat home made lunch, which reminds them of home despite the little chilly weather of course.

"Well, I will not force you to tell me. I think you will tell me when you're ready," Iwaizumi said.

"Wow, Iwa-chan. What have you been eating ?" Oikawa asked with an unbelievable tone while looking at Iwaizumi's bento.

"Idiot !" Iwaizumi yelled, not denying any of Oikawa's statement.

Iwaizumi continued to pack up his bento without waiting another interaction with the others. He was about to open his books for the next class when the brunette finally speaks up the truth after so many avoiding and delaying.

"I-I fall in love..." Iwaizumi heard the others said it with an audible voice, and a little hint of doubt.

"I know that," Iwaizumi said while looking at his childhood best friend who is looking down at his shoes even though there is nothing wrong with it.

"And I had hurt him," Oikawa continued who received a silent reply and a look from his best friend to continue the details about what he just said.

"Well, I sort of rape him ? Akhh-I don't think it can be called raping, more like non-consensual ?" Oikawa babbled uncomfortably, afraid to get a punch from his best friend from what he done.

"Non-consensual like what ?" Iwaizumi asked, still trying to be calm.

"Well... I'm not using... lube ? And sort of hurt... him ?" Oikawa trailed off while looking at the other direction.

"Why ?" Iwaizumi asked calmly.

"Well, I kind of lose control because I... I saw him kissed another man," Oikawa replied, keeping on babbling without seeing Iwaizumi's reaction.

"After realizing I had hurt him, I yelled at him to go back into his room, and I heard him locked the door after that. And he goes to class early today. Well, it's an usual respond though, he's avoiding me. Why wouldn't he ? I had hurt him. It's obvious if he hates me," Oikawa said with a forced chuckle while covering his eyes with his palm, hiding the tears that was threating to spill.

"I know I'm not in the position to comment about your relationship. But you have to man up, you don't want to lose him right ?" Iwaizumi asked while crossing his arms in front of his chest, motherly like.

"Ehm, what ?" Oikawa asked dumbfounded, still trying to process the information because his emotional state.

"You're dense, aren't you ?" Iwaizumi asked, totally pissed.

"What I'm trying to say is, just confess okay ? You've got nothing to lose right ? If he rejects you, you just have to make him fall in love with you. The Oikawa that I know will chase something he passionate about whatever it takes," Iwaizumi said, who received a dead silence from Oikawa.

Iwaizumi's words were ringing in his mind. Somehow, there is something in the words Iwaizumi had said that makes him feels like his unstable emotion and thought about Kageyama lately are useless. Iwaizumi is right. He's always right. He will not lose anything from confessing, if Kageyama hates him he will make the younger falls for him, no matter how much or how long it will cost him, and for the first time, he was so sure about his feelings.

"Thank you, Iwa-chan ! I will treat you some agedashi tofu later. I have to go now," Oikawa suddenly said while quickly packed up all of his belonging and ran to the hallway.

"Geez, idiot !" Iwaizumi said after Oikawa ran, even though he knows Oikawa will not hear it. Without Oikawa told him, he knows what the brunette will do.

Oikawa ran through the hallway. Luckily he have no classes after this, so he went straight to 'him'. To the person who had made him cried, frustrated, and mad these past few days without any logical reasons. He ran through the other side of the building, strangely not even a slur of tired came to him. It's like he have all the strength to ran to the other side of the world. The class he searched can be seen from the distance. After he was near, he slowed down his pace, looking through the glass that attached to the wooden door to find the certain raven, but unfortunately he couldn't find him.

"Ehmm, excuse me," Oikawa stopped a man that just came out from the class.

"Do you know where Kageyama Tobio is ?" He continued after getting the others' attention.

"Ehmm, I think he headed towards the collage's gate ? Around that area I think," The others replied.

"Okay, thanks," Oikawa replied while running towards the gate that's quite near, hoping to catch up the male he wanted to meet.

The light and cold wind of the beginning of December flows gently towards the opposite direction that makes him feels some kind of loose, freedom from the facade that had enclosed him for a long time. Ah, he really does love Kageyama. Kageyama Tobio, the one that he hates so much, annoys him the most, and most importantly the one that makes him falls so deeply. And that one is the person he's going to confess to.
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Words : 1.055 words.
Published : 24th February 2017.
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Sorry for the late update lol things came up and made me busy. And yes, I already published this on ao3 first like few weeks ago.

And sorry for not posting the Two Kings like I promised, I still can't get the tyrant personality right.