Mariah's P.O.V.
I'm kissing Harry.
It felt so good but wrong. OMG! Im kissing Harry! I pushed Harry away, I pushed him so hard that he fell on the floor
"What the?!" He looked up at me.
"Harry, this is wrong. You shouldn't have kissed me. Let's forget about this and never talk about it. Okay?" I looked at my feet. I didn't wait for him to answer. "Please get out, I'm tired and just want to sleep." I opened the door for him.
"Okay..." He lowly said, he walked out of my room. I shut the door and locked it. I plopped on my bed and just thought about what happened.
Why would Harry kiss me? Did it even mean anything to him? I'm sure not because he is dating Kendall at the moment. It hurts that he broke his promise that he will be back, well he did came back but he now has a girlfriend. Prettier, skinnier... While I'm all boring Mariah.
I got under the covers and fell in a deep slumber.
Harry's P.O.V.
I kissed Mariah. Her lips are still the same as before when we were 16. I smiled at that thought. Mariah is Beautiful and fun! She is a really cool girl.
I felt sparks when I kissed her, I know I sound like a girl eight now but it's the truth. It hurts when she pushed me and asked me to leave. I saw the hurt in her little brown eyes.
I want her in my arms, feeling safe, protected and loved. Be able to kiss her cheeks and those lips. Shook my head.
Snap out of it Harry! You have Kendall, a pretty and hot girl.
"Hey babe!" Kendall greeted me as I walked in my room.
"Hey." I smiled at her.
"Where have you been? I tried calling you." She asked, wrapping her arms around my neck.
"I was just walking around and my phone died." She kissed me and I kissed back. It was good but not as good as Mariah's kiss.
"What's wrong?" She asked, worried.
"What?"
"You stopped kissing back." She said.
"I'm just tired." I walked on my bed.
"Are you okay?"
"Yea, I'm fine." I answered. "Just tired."
"You sure?" She asked.
"I'm sure." I weakly smiled at her.
Mariah's P.O.V.
"1,2,3,4,5 GO!" Peter screamed.
The lads were singing Midnight Memories and we were dancing. When they reached the chorus I slipped.... Again.
"Mariah! That is the 3rd time now. Get a hold of yourself! You know what lets take 5." Peter looked pissed at me. I sighed and Shawn helped me up.
"You okay little M?" He asked. "I'm okay.." I said.
"What wrong with you?" Christine asked. Handing me my water.
"I don't know.."
"You don't know?" Francesca repeated me.
"Keep your mouth sealed okay?" I pulled the, far away from Shawn, Kevin and the lads.
"Remember the other night when we had dinner at Pizzeria and I left early?" They nodded. "Harry followed me back and said he wanted to check if I was okay and I said yea. He sat on my bed and we were talking about our week of and all of a sudden he was kissing me. I realized what was happening and pushed him away the. Ask him to leave." I finished and they just starred at me.
"You two kissed again?!" Francesca asked.
"Yes but he is not drunk this time."
"Did you two talk about it?" Christine asked.
"No. We haven't talked about it ever since that night."
"Harry has a girlfriend right?" Christine asked again.
"Kendall Jenner." I answered her.
"Does Kendall know?" Francesca asked. "No. I asked him that no one will ever know about that kiss."
"Why would Harry kiss you if he has Kendall?"
"I have been asking myself that question." I laughed.
"Okay! Back to practice!" We walked back and started to practice again.
Its been 2 weeks since the kiss with Harry. We have been avoiding each other but we didn't let it affect our dance during Strong.
The lads, us girls and those two gays.. HAHAHA are having a lazy day in the boys room.
Zayn, Francesca are playing Fifa. Niall and Christine are in the kitchen. We can hear Christine scolding Niall about eating the cookie batter while she is making a new batch.
Louis and Liam are out with their girlfriends and Harry is sitting beside me watching the two love birds playing Fifa. Talk about awkward.
"Mariah, can we talk?" He asked.
"Okay.." I stood up and walked to the balcony. I opened the sliding door and sat down on one of the chairs.
We sat there in silence for a good 5 mins before he spoke.
"About the kiss..." He started.
"It was a mistake and that even meant nothing for me and especially for you. Your dating Kendall." I cut him off.
"Your right. I know I have a girlfriend. I should've kissed you."
"Yea, you should've kissed me twice." I mumbled but he heard me.
"What? I kissed you twice?" He asked me.
"When we were 16? Remember?" I lied. We sat down and just looked out the beautiful view.
"I remember when we went out clubbing. I think I brought someone home and kissed me." He spoke again.
Does he remember it? Pls don't! No! I thought.
"But I don't remember." He looked at his fingers. Playing with it.
"So we good?" I asked him.
"Yes." He smiled at me which I returned. I stood up and opened the sliding door.
"Mariah, did you feel anything about the kiss?" He asked, still seating on the chair looking the the sunset.
What do I say?!
"No, I didn't feel anything. It was just a stupid kiss." I lied.
"Good.. I guess." He mumbled the last part but he didn't know I heard him.
