My life is almost perfect . because there's my family,friend and other relatives of mine to support me , to comfort me . or when I have a problem .they never leave me all alone . I'm happy because they really love me . and I feel that I'm the luckiest person to have a family like them.
And of course my Boyfriend . Andrieu I love him so much . I want to grow old with him .i didn't see my future without him. He's my First boy friend I hope he will be the last . Mahal na Mahal ko sya kaya dumating na sa puntong OK lang na saktan nya ako ng paulit-ulit. Ang martir ko no ? Ganun talaga siguro. Pero minsan kasi naiisip ko kung Mahal nya pa ba ako? O Minahal nya ba talaga ako ? Kilala nila ako bilang mabait which is totoo naman . mabait ako sobra pero mas kilala nila ako bilang slave . utusan or playtime ng sarili Kong boy friend akala ko nung una natural lang yun kasi nga NAGMAMAHAL KA !. Mabait ako pero kaya ko ring maging masama.yung Almost perfect Kong buhay nasira dahil sakanya . madami ang nang-abuso . yung family ko nag ibang bansa iniwan nila ako pero nagbibigay pa rin sila ng sustenso saakin . kahit papaano di pa din nila ako pinabayaan . yung mga kaibigan ko nilayuan ako ! Fuckshit mga plastick pala sila ! Kinaibigan lang nila ako kasi may lihim silang pagtingin sa boyfriend ko at wala naman along balak gumanti dahil para lang yun sa mga mababa ang pinag aralan.
Nandito ako ngayon sa kwarto ko ang boring wala kasi sila Annabel at Viviene eh , ngayon lang ako ulit nakabalik dito dun na kasi ako nakatira sa Condo unit . as usual walang pinagbago kamusta na kaya sila? Teka matawagan nga . nag dial ako ng number at agad naman yun nasagot
"Hello anak?" Bungad ni Mama sakin
"Ma? Kamusta po? Nandito nga po pala ako sa bahay natin dito muna po ako" sabi ko sakanya
"Ah ganun ba maayos naman kami .ikaw ba nag aaral ka ba ng maayos?"
"Opo Ma 1year na lang makakasunod na po ako dyan " I tried to bite my lips I tried to not cry but I failed because my tears is starting to flow down .
"Baby? What happen? Are you crying?" She said with worry in her voice
"No . mom I'm just happy because I hear your voice don't mind me" I said try to light up the atmosphere I dont want to worried my mom because of me . choice ko to eh . mas pinili Kong dito na lang tapusin ang pag aaral ko .
"Baby I told you remember? Its better to you to study here . you dont need to finish your study from your school . I'm going to transfer you here immediately"
"Mom Calm down . mom please I Want to finish my study here . not there you dont need to do that if I'm graduated I will come immediately there . and we were live a complete family again . just be patient "
"Oh sge na nga . Basta pag may problema dont shy to tell me what is it ok . anyway what's now the status between you and Andreiu?" Do you really move on about what happens?"
Oh speaking of I've already told them that I'm really move on . I dont know why is keeping asking me about what is the status between us.pero di porket naka move on na ako eh naka move on na rin ako sa sakit . ayoko lang na mag alala sila saakin especially my mom.
"We were good mom."
"Really . good I though you just kidding me hahaha ok baby I need to go my clients is waiting for me and of course your daddy . dont worry Im going to told him that we are talk"
"Thank you mom ilove you and daddy to bye"
"Bye baby I love you to"
Then she hang up the phone . malungkot nanaman ako grabe sobra ko na silang na mimiss after kasi ng break up namin ni Andreiu niyaya nila ako na sa America ko na lang ipagpatuloy yung pag aaral ko . eh nang hinayang naman ako Hindi na lang ako sumama . pero nangako ako na pag collage ko susunod agad ako sakanila .
