Murphamy

Chapter 17.

Bellamy
"Are you ready to go to sleep?" Clarke come in to their cabin and looked at Bellamy who already lay in the bed of fur.
"Seems like that." Clarke said before Bellamy had the chance to answer. She started taking her close of and after her bra fell to the ground she went over to Bellamy and lay on top of him.
"Shall we?" She said with a sexy voice and Bellamy answered with a kiss.

Murphy
He stood outside of his and Lincoln's home and tried to gather his courage before he would go to Bellamy and the others.
"Be careful, and don't say anything that you will regret!" Lincoln looked at Murphy with a sharp gaze.
"No I won't." He sight at Lincolns overprotective sentence.
"And if you here the war horn, you immediately come here!"
"Yes, I know." Murphy rolled his eyes.
"Good, okey you can go." Murphy smiled before heading of to the camp.

Bellamy
His arm had numb away because of the weight cause by Clarke's head. He rise from the bed and went outside to the cold and the dark. He had to pee. He shuttered before he went to the nearest three and started doing what he come for.

He was just about to go back when he heard a twig broke. He turned around and looked to the woods but he couldn't see anything.
"Anyone there?"
No answer.
It was certainly a animal or something.
"Missed me?" He just turned around back and saw how Murphy stood in front of him. Was he just dreaming?"
"Murphy..?" He wasn't sure if he just imagined Murphy standing there with a smile on his face.

"You remember my name,that's good. But you don't have to look so surprised." Murphy continued.
"I thought you were dead.." Bellamy studded.
"Nope, last time I check I was alive." Murphy smiled once again, happy to see Bellamy.
"Were have you been?" Bellamy asked suspiciously.
"Never mind, I don't want to know. Just go back there, I don't want to see you." Bellamy snapped at Murphy who looked surprised when Bellamy pushed him aside and went back in to the cabin.
"Wait." Murphy said and followed Bellamy in to the cabin.
"Go away Murphy!" He whispered angry.
"Why? He sounded hurt.
"Cause I said so!" Bellamy was close to tears and Murphy was so to.
"No not before you tell me why I should leave. And you can also tell me why you didn't wanted us to be friends!" He almost shouted the words, but now was the tears not far away.
"Because..!"
"Because of what Bellamy? I wasn't good enough for you?" Murphy started crying, he couldn't stop himself.
"I loved you.. more then friends. And I understand if you didn't wanted to be more then that, but you didn't even wanted us to friends.. "
Murphy looked at Bellamy with tears falling down his cheeks.
"You what?" Bellamy looked back at Murphy, also he with tears streaming down his cheeks.
"Nothing.." Murphy said, and looked over Bellamys shoulder before storming out.

Bellamy turned around to see Clarke laying half naked in the bed and staring at him.
"What was that?" She then said and Bellamy shrugged.
"Go after him, just to see that he is okey." She said and Bellamy went outside, but it was empty. He could feel the loneliness in the cold and in the dark. Murphy had gone, and maybe this time forever.