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*hi im just gonna skip past the show itself bc there isn't any interaction since the boys are performing ok thanks for reading* 

"you guys did so amazing! im shook, im actually shook and im going to cry." i said, hugging ashton.  

ashton chuckled. "thanks, m. but are you sure you wanna hug me? im kinda sweaty." 

"i don't care." i mumbled, burying my face into his shirt.

"are you actually crying?" michael said, smiling. 

"shut up michael." i mumbled, getting off ashton and wiping my eyes. "this is your fault anyway." 

michael looked at me in shock. "what? how the hell is it my fault?" 

"you guys were all just so perfect and made this show anything i'd ever imagined but now it's over and i wanna go back and watch it again." i complained, and all the boys laughed. 

"well, are you still able to out out? because i'm probably gonna go meet some of the fans outside and then we'll leave." luke said. 

"yeah, i'll still come. i'll probably have just enough time to sort this out." i said, gesturing to my makeup which was smeared around my eyes from crying. "do you guys have any make up?" 

"yeah, i'll bring you to it." calum answered. 

"sweet. thanks cal." i said and followed him out of the room. 

calum brought me to a little room next to the one we were just in. it had mirrors lining the walls and piles of makeup products sitting on the small counter. 

"woah, this place is sick. thanks again." i smiled. 

"no problem mia. just come on back if you need anything." 

"will do." 

i took about a half hour to do my make up and make myself some what presentable. after double checking everything and making sure i didn't miss a step, i was done. 

"i'm ready!" i exclaimed, walking back into the room. "how were the fans?" i asked luke. 

"good, they were all really nice." he smiled. 

"okay, well now that mia's ready, can we go?" michael complained and i rolled my eyes. 

"yeah, there's a car in the back waiting for us." ashton nodded, and he wrapped his arm around my shoulders as we left. 

it was about midnight now, and i had to admit, i was getting tired. but the boys must be exhausted. i don't know how they do it almost every night. 

i yawned as we sat in the back of the car. it was almost exactly like the one that picked up ashton and i the day before, but just a little messier. 

"you tired m?" ashton asked, and i nodded. 

"yeah, but i'll pull through." i smiled. 

"you can take a nap or something on the way there," ashton suggested. "it's fifteen minutes away. maybe a little more." 

"sounds good," i said and leaned against his arm to make myself comfortable. "well? aren't you gonna finish it?" 

ashton laughed "feels good." 

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"mia! we're here! are you ready to party?" a voice who belonged to none other than michael clifford shouted. 

"michael! don't yell!" ashton scolded. 

michael laughed and i opened  my eyes. "does my make up look okay?" 

"it looks fine, mia. c'mon." michael said and practically dragged me out of the car. 

"michael!' ashton said, following close behind us. 

"it's fine, ash." i laughed. "i needed a proper wake up anyway." 

the three of us went to the door of the club, i guess it was, and that was when i noticed we were missing two people. 

"hey, where's luke and cal?" 

"they went a little before us to make sure we could get in since i'm the only one really allowed." ashton said, and i nodded. 

we walked in, and michael pointed luke and calum out. "look at them, already at the bar drinking. illegal." 

"michael, you're gonna be drinking too. " i said, and he just waved me off. "okay, well i'm gonna go get a drink with them. you guys coming?" 

they both looked at each other then shook their heads. "not yet." 

i shrugged. "alright. i'll be over there if you need me." 

"don't drink too much!" ashton exclaimed and i laughed. 

"no promises!" 

i walked over to luke anc calum and took a seat next to them. 

"hey mia. want something?" luke asked, and i nodded. 

"just get me a beer. thanks luke." i smiled. luke started to call over the bar tender and i turned to calum. "you guys don't have a show tommorow right?" 

"nope." calum shook his head. "the perfect night to get wasted." 

"exactly what i was thinking." i smirked. calum looked like he was about to say something, but luke interupted with my drink. 

"here you go." he said, handing it over to me. 

"thanks luke, you're the best." 

so i drank, then luke joined, and calum stayed mostly sober, only having a few beers and stopping. 

you would think considering luke and i were the youngest we'd be the ones drinking the least, but we kept going. 

"let's dance!" i shouted to luke over the music. 

"okay!" luke answered, yelling just as loud. 

i giggled and grabbed his hand, leading him to the middle of,  the club. i wrapped my arms around his neck and pushed my body against his. 

"you're really hot." luke said bluntly and i laughed. 

"thanks luke. you are too. " 

luke smiled, and the two of us were dancing against each other, forgetting about everything except for that moment until i saw ashton talking to michael at the bar. 

"wait, what about ashton?" i asked luke, and he just laughed. 

"you guys aren't dating. are you?" i shook my head. "see? no problem there. c'mon. let's get out of here." 

"and go where?" i asked, my wasted self totally forgetting ashton once again and what would happen if he found out about luke and i. 

"your place? we can be alone there." 

"that sounds perfect." 

luke grabbed my hand and led me out of the club, a grin streched across his face. i held his hand tightly and started laughing. 

"lukeeee, can you carry me? my feet hurt." i pouted, and luke nodded. 

"sure, just jump on my back." he said, and i wrapped my arms around his neck and legs around his torso as he stumbled to the car outside waiting for us. 

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cue the drama! lol. buttttt sorry i haven't been updating as frequently :( im in a play and opening night is in three weeks and we've been rehearsing non stop!! thanks for reading loves :) xx -m