Why do you love me?

Chapter two ~ Who do I trust..

Soul POV

All I could do was look at the ground as the information processed in my mind. "H-He cheated again" I was on the verge of tears. Masayoshi tried to walk towards me, to comfort me, but all I did was turn Away. "NO GO AWAY" I screamed trying to hold back the tears. This was the third time this happened, first Jane, then Blue, now Felix, but I stayed after the first two not the third. I walked out the door towards his house. I couldn't take anymore, I was done. I was tired of being lied to, tired of being used. I knocked on his door harshly. He answered and smiled seeing me before frowning seeing something wrong. "Babe what's wrong?" he he stayed taking a stab towards me. "Don't babe me. I know what you did"
He stopped shocked, them he got a guilty look. " Look I'm sorr-" I cut him off "DON'T SORRY ME, SORRY MEANS NOTHING" I was once again about to cry. "Why would you do this to me, we where doing so well. You promised you would never do it again." He looked down, about to cry "I don't know why I can't keep it" he looked up at me "I'm sorry out of all of them I cared about you only." I looked at him in shocked then glared. "Don't worry about it, you won't have to worry about keeping it. I'm done, I'm leaving you" I looked at him angrily. "I started walking away. I'll send Akemi to talk to him later. As I walked home I rubbed my shoulders getting cold. I laughed softly at a bitter thought, this was February 22, we started dating November 22. Happy anniversary to me. I finally reached my house seeing Akemi walking out concerned most likely about to go look for me. As I get closer her smile grows from the frown she had, only to leave once again. I told her what happened about Jack cheating, about breaking up, and about the feeling of being lied too again. She looked at me wanting to take me inside and cheer me up but I knew better he was unstable currently, he needed someone more then me. " Akemi go to Jack he needs help, I'll be fine". After agreeing for a few moments she gives up and goes after him. I walk inside and enter the kitchen, deciding to make some tea and sweet. At least you guys won't leave me. As I prepared the delicious delicacy.

Akemi POV

After hearing what he did I was pissed and sad, but I knew right now he needed someone to cry on. As I walked up his steps and open his door, he already gave me permission just to walk in and out as needed. I walk to the leaving room knowing that's where he usually is. When j walk in all I see is him curled in a ball on the floor cuts running up and down his arms. "Jack!!" I yell running towards him. I start wrapping his arms as he starts crying harder. "Just let me die, let me bleed out please" I was shocked then started tearing up. "No I won't, it might seem good now, but it isn't you need help" I notice his razor necklace on the ground I pick it up, and break it easily. Simply metal doesn't last well with force other then small amounts. "How do you know, not like you ever do anything like this" he glares at me crying. "Jack listen, I have I use to, and I tried killing my self. It seems with it now, but it isn't trust me." I was crying softly as I hugged his body trying to get him to calm down "please, calm down."

Masayoshi POV

Idiot, idiot, idiot, she probably hates you know. I just didn't want her living a lie, she needed to know what was happening, what he's was doing. "Shinji help" I said looking at him sprawled on the couch on his phone.
He lazily looks at me. "Give her time she's probably just upset. Give her time" I look at him with a confused look. "Thanks a lot I say sarcastically. "your welcome" he replies with just as much sass. I look on his phone he's was flirting with his girlfriend, Mako, on some app. "Do you ever not talk to her" I asked rolling my eyes. "Nope" he replies no taking his eyes off his phone. "Plus I don't trust her alone with Tado, she'll infect her mind more with all that Yaoi shit" true that. He looked at me "anyway, I suggest that you, one, give her time, two, be there to help she going to need support, and three, don't be a ass." he went back to looking at his phone, most likely reading a Yuri manga, or talking to Mako. I sigh and get up to make a sandwich, getting hungry from all these annoying thoughts. Why are girls so complicated.