The Little Secret

Chapter 5- Two weeks earlier

Riley's POV

His hand wrapped around my waist securely. I pulled away, opening my eyes to look up at him. I can't believe I just kissed him! What's wrong with me?! Well, I guess he was the one to come up and kiss me in the middle of the hallway.... I think he could see the panic in my face, cause he leaned close to my ear, whispering. "Just let go for once, do what feels right." So I did. I cupped his cheeks in my hands, connecting our lips again. This has always felt right, I just need to look past everything that's happened. He kissed back, as I moved my hands to his chest. We pulled away again, our foreheads touching. "Come here." He said, grabbing my hand. I followed him into studio B, and he closed the door behind us. He smiled, wrapping his arms around my waist again, continuing our embrace. I leaned my head against his shoulder, closing my eyes and breathing in his scent, while he slowly backed us up. I felt my knees hit something, and realized we were standing by the couch. I lifted my head, connecting our lips again, while he slowly pushed me to sit, and then lay down on the couch. He climbed on top of me, never disconnecting our lip lock. I moved my hands to tangle my fingers in his hair, moaning quietly against his lips. He pulled away, sitting up. I opened my eyes, watching him pull his shirt over his head. My eyes fell to his chest. He has abs. I sat up as well, resting my hands softly on his chest, feeling all the muscle beneath my fingers. His lips met the side of my neck, kissing gently and softly, causing me to let out another soft moan. I'd never done anything like this before, but somehow, it felt right. I tilted my head to the side, exposing more of my neck to him, while he ran his hands up and down my sides. A shiver ran up my spine, and I closed my eyes, enjoying the moment. I felt him grasp the hem of my shirt, and opened my eyes just as he lifted it over my head, making sure to run his hands up my sides again. He tossed my shirt, connecting our lips in another sweet lip lock. His hands rested on my shoulders, gently pushing me to lay down again. I knew that despite how good this felt, it was wrong. I'm not dating him, or anyone, I shouldn't be this close to having sex. But everything just seemed so sweet and innocent, I couldn't stop it. Like what he said, 'just let go for once, do what feels right'. And that's what I'm going to do. My hands held his shoulders while his were on the couch in either side of me, holding himself up so he didn't crush me. He broke our lips once again, softly kissing along my jawbone, down my neck, and then to my chest. I knew this wasn't going to stop. I knew I was losing my virginity within the next half hour, and I couldn't care less. I wasn't strong enough to stop it. It feel too right. I closed my eyes, letting him continue what we were doing, until he had officially taken my innocence. I breathed heavily in his arms, letting my eyes close as the last half an hour replayed in my mind. His lips gently kissed my neck again, both of us calming down after what had just happened. My legs still felt weak, I was still catching my breath.
"I missed you James." I breathed, his grip on me tightening.