Dear diary, hey i am diana

2/5/14

dear diary,

im so sorry for not posting anything yesterday, once again we didn't have school just like today so

yesterday i slept most of the day and watched tv i watch this show called "doctor who" its really good i

enjoyed it a lot. i have noticed i am from America but yet i really love to watch British shows and i like thier

music better its weird i know. thats one of the reasons i really want to move to England or Ireland. than

later that night i was flipping out because i couldn't find anything to eat. but you see i am amazing at

finding stuff to make into a meal things people wouldn't really think about. so then i found that we had

some frozen chicken, my mom always buys this chicken that comes in a bag that is skinless and

boneless and it always last awhile, then i found some carrots, and then some potato's. so i was thinking

to myself what i could make and i thought of chicken pot pies. so i looked to see if we had anything to

make dough with and we did so. i cooked the chicken and made broth with the chicken then when the

chicken and broth wee don i added the potato's and carrots to it. while that was cooking i made the dough,

and the dough got all over so i said fuck it and threw it a way and we just at the pie filling and it was

amazing it was just like chicken noodle soup with out the noodles and i am so going to make it again. well

after all that i read and then went to sleep.

we didn't have school again today i haven't gone all week and i am so mad about that i am so bored not

going to school. i miss my friends, well the people i hang out with at school. i hate just being at home

sitting around t makes me feel so depressed and i hate it so much i dont like feeling depressed. today i

am going to try and get myself to work on some school work to make sure i have it done so i dont have to

hurry and work on it at school. i like to do school work because grades are the only thing that i have that

will help me get into collage i dont play sports or have money to pay for it, and the only way that i can get

away from my life is go to collage, and i really want to get the hell away from my life i have now and start a

new better one. see i have an older sister and she is lucky cause last year was the lasy year of her being

in high school so now she dosnt have to be around my mom all the time even though she never was

home before see my sister is beautiful like the definition of it she also plays sports and she has many

friends so she would always stay with her friends and party and never have to be home. i could do that to

but i dont have a lot of friends or else i would be gone all the damn time, and now she is in collage her

collage isnt that far from where i live so i see her a lot but she is free to do whatever she wants and now

she has a boyfriend and they are so going to get married in a few years they are perfect together. so that

kind of sucks for me because my sister is my moms favorite like everyone in my family even says it to so

her having a perfect boyfriend and everything sucks for me but i dont care, well i kind of do but still, i am

happy that she has someone care for her she will be able to get away from everything soon and i am kind

of jealous, i have always been jealous of her but this makes me even more jealous. but no mater what my

sister is there for me she always has like she will beat you up if you fuck with me she is kind of protective,

growing up me and my sister took care of each other so we will always be there for each other, i would do

anything for my sister even my life.

i would give my life up for anyone even a stranger because i think that everyone elses life's are more

important then mine will ever be.

well i dont really know what else to talk about so if i have anything else come to my mind i will write again

today but if i dont ill talk to you guys tomorrow im sorry that every time i write its sometimes random stuff

its just that so many things run threw my mind and sometimes thinking of one thing reminds me of

another thing.

thanks for letting me have someone to talk to!

don't forget you are all beautiful 

                                          ~love Diana (K.L)