Dear diary, hey i am diana

2/6/14

dear diary,

we finally had school today thank god i have been so bored without it. i got to see my "friends" and stuff, i

kind of was out of it today i laughed a lot though but then when i wasn't around people that made me laugh i

wouldn't talk and i would just sit there and not pay attention to anything not even the teacher. i was also so

annoyed with people, see one of the things i hate so much is when people are walking so slow in front of me

and it happened so much today that there was this one girl who was walking so slow that i wanted to punch

her for not moving faster. haha. mean i know but she was walking so damn slow it was pissing me off.

well at lunch i was in a good mood see me and my friends are the table that is always laugh and having

fun, so at lunch today we decided that we want to try and record us and then put it on YouTube and see if

we get any views because we think that we are pretty funny :) we always are talking about random stuff.

well if we do decide to do that then i will tell you the name of it so you guys can go look at it.

    well i bet you guys are wondering what happened with chase today. at first in after first hour when i was

walking to my next class i always see him because are classes are close to each other well i saw him,

and he is the tapy of person who likes to walk slow, but today he was walking faster like trying to walk a

way from me. well so then i kind of didnt want to go to class that he is in but i did anyway i heard to get

there so i could sit down so then i wouldn't be flipping out trying to figure out if i should sit next to him or

not. well when i got there i was happy that he wasnt there so i sat down at a table with some of the kids

that i talk to in there and he also talks to them to. so well the bell rang and he didnt show up so i was think

he most likely skipped class, then like 5ish minutes latter he walked in the door and sat at the table were i

was sitting and he was talking to me like everything was fine and i was happy about that, so then i told him

that i thought he was skipping class and he told me that he was debating on if he was going to. just now i

was think that i wounder if he was thinking about skipping because of me, well i hope he was not. so the

rest of the class was normal we talked and laughed and we didn't really do anything in that class so

everyone was just sitting around, and i was siting with the group of people i know, and i was also thinking

just know that i am the only girl that sits with them. well the teacher was letting us listen to music so

chase was listening to his music and the rest of the group were talk and well then they started talking

about gay people and I was kind of getting mad because what if chase wasn't listening to music and he

heard them saying those things, but he probably gets that a lot and then I started to feel sorry for him. i

almost cried for him. i also was really happy that i wasn't really worried about what to say around him

anymore so it was even more fun in that class and we talked even more then normal, i even cussed

around him because i know that not all guys like ti when girls cuss so i didn't but since he is gay i didnt car

anymore and i loved that i could act like that but i still wish that he wasn't gay.... but he is who he is and i

cant change anything about it he is still an amazing guy who is nice, and im happy that he told me he was

gay and didn't just tell me he didn't like me and then be rude and ignore me.

  well that's it for today i don't really have anything else to talk about so i will talk to you guys tomorrow im

going to go to bed i hope that you guys have sweet dreams or if its the morning where your at or when

your reading this then good morning have a good day :)

don't forget your all beautiful

                                              ~love Diana (K.L)