Blades - on hold

Pt 6.

BEVERLY

Last night was probably one of the best nights I have had in months.

Adelaide my girlfriend of one year slapped me for it but it was worth every punch she gave me.

My bruises aren't noticeable because of my dark skin tone but there are still parts where my body aches from certain kicks and jabs.

She abuses me all the time for being an idiot.
She says that without her I'm nothing and she's right.

She got me hooked on drugs.

I can't go a day without them.

Without her I wouldn't live my days feeling good.

She helps me find good dealers and she protects me.

Even though I'm terrified of her I can't find the strength to leave her.

Who I really want to be with is Avery Madison.

She's kind to me in every type of way.She listens and she actually cares about what I have to say.Shes intelligent,Gorgeous and sexy as hell.She has this little laugh where he sounds like a four year old but I can't help but find it adorable.

At the club last night.

She wanted to talk to me and Adelaide got pissed and said I had it coming.I didn't care how hard she was going to beat me though because I wanted to speak with her.

She said how she loved when I put my hair in a fishtail braid and how she loves and how she loves my style and after we continue to talk I kissed her.I didn't know if it was the cocaine or alcohol messing me up but I truly did want to feel her lips against mine.

And now that I have I don't want to forget the sensation.

The best part is she didn't push me away.

She let it happen.

Hell she kissed me back.

But she has Caden and I know straight girls love to experience and even if I couldn't have her the way he does I still want to be there.

Caden doesn't deserve her.

Caden has always been a selfish narcissistic prick.

He outed me to the entire school because he's the only one who knows how in I am with Avery.He didn't want me getting close to her because Avery and I were at the verge of becoming friends.He just had to take it all away from me though.I was bullied for a year over it.

I've resented him ever since.

You can do whatever you want to try and tear him down.

You can say that when he talks he sounds like he's getting his prostate check or when he walks he looks like he just woke up from an 100 year old nap.But he will always come back at you ten times harder and everyone will always choose his side.

He's the king of the school.

Adelaide and I are in her trailer doing lines.

Her mother kicked her out of their mansion months ago.She started taking her anger out on me and she started doing hardcore drugs.I love Adelaide I really do but I don't want to.We are growing apart slowly and it's all fading away.

All we ever do together is party,have sex ,and get buzzed.

"So how was making out with bitchface yesterday" she says tilting her head to the side.

She had already beat the crap out of me for it but she wasn't going to stop mentioning it.

"Addie don't--"