I opened my mouth to speak, yet I could not find my voice. There are no words left to be said. He made it clear that we are over.
But I cannot stop the shimmer of hope that is telling me that he is lying, that this is just a prank. But I know very well that he is speaking of the truth. No matter what we have gone through, this will end. All of this--what we had--was planned from the beginning. Our relationship coming to an end is the last breath I take, the last moment I enjoy being with someone who makes my life so much better in the midst of misery.
He always seems to brighten my day, but I know now that he is my darkest betrayal. For the words he just said a few seconds ago meant he was leaving me for her, saying that what we had was a lie from the start. While I grew more in love with him each passing day, he was just deceiving me, hoping to investigate my background. How ironic that I chose to run than to hurt someone, but all he's done is to make sure I found my love just to have my heart broken.
Even if I do come from a family that involves gangs, I do not take part in my family's gang. I do not deserve this. To be lied to and have my feelings hurt. To be betrayed and dumped as if I'm just a pawn in his game. And now he is giving me into the hands of his comrades.
Daniel
No matter how much guilt I feel, I know there is no turning back.
Though she has done nothing wrong, her mere existence caused me so much pain. That is something I will never forget.
As I stare into her eyes, I see tears that reflect me. She is calling out to me, pleading me to deny all of this. But I am cruel. I take away her one last hope, not bothering with a lie to ease her pain.
My chest twinges in pain with her. This separation. I can no longer look at her eyes, her being that makes me feel bad about myself, who I am, and my past.
Knowing how this will end, I turn away and leave her there crying. I've hurt her gravely and I know even if I beg for her forgiveness, nothing will be the same as before.
I take my phone out, not even caring who I am texting, just anyone in the gang to bring her to the place and hold her hostage.
As I walk further away, the sounds of her cries become more distant, until a faint noise in the back of my mind.
If you're happy and you know it,
Click the star!
Icyy❄️
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Realms of Passion (Under Construction/ Editing)
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