He's A Senior And I'm The Freaky Sophomore

He's A Senior And I'm The Freaky Sophomore Chapter 12

When I finally go to my house I stopped crying.

I saw my dad's cop car in the driveway.

I opened the front door and saw that he was still in uniform making coffee.

"Hi, honey" he said turning around to look at me, his smile faded.

"What happen?" he asked rushing over to me.

"Nothing" I lied.

"I'm a cop, don't lie to me. Did you not make the team? Did someone hurt you? Did you get into a fight with one of your new friends?" I kept shaking my head no.

"Is it Josh" when I stopped shaking my head, he took out his gun. "I'll be right back"

I laughed unwillingly. "Dad, it's fine,"

He raised an eyebrow at me. "Are you sure?"

"Yeah" I said walking up stairs tin y room and cried my eyes out.

I curled up into a small ball on my bed.

****

I the next morning my mom dragged me out of bed.

I told her what happen and she said what any mom would say. "It will be okay," but I doesn't feel that way. It feels like there a whole in my heart.

A huge whole the only Josh can fix.

My mom dropped me off at school.

I unwilling got out of my mom's car and made my way into the school. It felt like everyone way watching me.

I guess news travels fast.

I went to my locker and got my books.

As I walked to class I kept my head down.

I looked up for a second and I wish I hadn't. There was Josh with Alex, Luck Demi and Susan. The girls gave me a half smiled and the boys stared at me.

Josh didn't even look at me. He had his head down and clenched his teeth.

What I wanted to do was run over there and beg for him to take me back or crash my lips into his.

But instead ii kept walking.

I walked pasted Matt, Mike, and Jerry.

They all looked at me then looked away.

*****

This week was hard; I didn't know how I manage to get through it.

I avoided everyone.

I was back to where I started.

The freaky girl with the purple eyes,

Josh's Point Of View

I'm slowly dying inside.

I'm nothing, I feel so numb.

I can't think, eat, or do anything.

'I just need a break' how stupid am I to think I could live without Violet.

I need her like a fish needs water.

She was my air that I breathed.

She was the flower and I was the gardener.

She was Noah and I was the ark.

I just need a break, I just need a break my ass.

*****

It was Friday and I was at my locker when a group of girls walked by. They winked and waved to me. "Hey" they said flirty at me.