MY FIRST & LAST LOVE SEASONS 4 (SEYOUNG)

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HAYOUNG

After having our breakfast, some sit down on the floor while some on the bed and we watch funny movies.

While we were watching television, I feel like someone was watching me from my left side. So I take a look and it was Sehun who keep on glancing on me. As if his worry about me.

When I look again at him, our eyes collide and my heart beat fast. And I know my face was red because Emma ask me that if I'm fine because my face is all red.

I nodded my head and said that I'm fine and we continue watching the movie.

For the whole time, my mind wasn't on the television but toward the person that make my heart beat differently.

I seems can't get Sehun out of my head.

To distract myself from thinking about him, I remember that Arvin wanted to talk about something. Since he was sitting beside me, I ask her in my low voice.

"Arvin, you told me you wanted to say something. What is it?"

Arvin looks at me and said "Can we talk later. I really love this movie."

This guy is not helping. I really need to go out from here. Especially when I can feel Sehun gaze.

"No, Arvin. Please."

"Fine. Let's go and talk outside then."

We stand up and walk out from the house. I saw everyone's eyes looking at us but they didn't bother to ask.

Once we were outside, Arvin lean his back at the hallway wall facing his back toward the view while lean my arm at the pole and look at the view.

"So what is it you want to tell me, Arvin? I'm so excited to know."

"First of all, I want you to promise you won't get angry."

"Deepens on what you gonna tell me."

"Hayoung, seriously. I don't want you to be mad at me."

"Fine. I won't. I promise. Now tell me what it is."

He changes his position and look at me. When I look at him, a guilt look was written on his face and eyes. What is he feeling guilty about?"

"First of all, I'm really sorry, Hayoung. I really am. Whatever I did is to be friend with you and protect you."

I frown and ask "What are you talking about, Arvin. I don't understand. What are you sorry about?"

"Let me finish Hayoung." He said and pauses for awhile. He takes deep breath and let it go heavily.

The next word that came out from his mouth shocks me.

"Hayoung, the truth is, I'm...I'm not...I'm not gay. I'm straight."

SEHUN

"Hayoun, the truth is, I'm...I'm not...I'm not gay. I'm straight."

WHAT! What the hell is he saying? He told me he was gay and what does he mean his not gay. Don't say he like Hayoung to and just realize that. That's why he told me he didn't want to help me yesterday.

I just stand there and hide behind the pillar and keep on hearing what they we talking about.

"Your lying isn't it, Arvin."

"No I'm not. That's the truth. I'm sorry, Hayoung. I'm really am."

"Why did you lie to me, Arvin? Why the hell would you lie about you being a gay?"