Poetry Is My Diary

Valentine's Day

I promised you that I would not see tomorrow without you near,
But I think that's why you left because it was tomorrow that you feared.
You were afraid that I would not have learned to live all by myself,
but in reality I've lived this way and left us on the shelf.
I tried to change the way you felt about me,
you said that you weren't happy,
maybe I was the one that made all your days seem crappy.
Near the end, you used to snap at me
even when I asked a simple question,
pretended you weren't angry though all I heard was your aggression.
You wore the mask that made me think you were glad to be with me,
But then on Valentine's Day,
after dinner with the family,
you decided to set me free.
The pain was hard to get through,
although weeks and months had passed,
I never thought we would be the ones
to call our love "the past".
I told you that I'll always love you,
though I'd hurt to see you with another,
but your feelings mean more to me
than the words that come from your mother.
She doesn't want us near each other,
She said that it'd be toxic,
though it scares me not to be with you,
I gave you my heart and you locked it.
You ignore me in the hallways at school,
I cry inside but I hide it,
I don't want you to think that I care,
But the waves of blood, I've tried it.
You told me not to harm myself,
and that you'd always care,
what happened to that side of you?
I can't find it anywhere.
You hurt me and I'll admit that,
but still I hope that you find joy,
Because no matter what happens in your life,
I'll be here for you without a ploy.

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feeling used sucks when you love someone so much. I'll always be here for you. I hope that you find someone who makes you happy.