He simply blew me away

Chapter 9

~Hi:) What do you all think of the story so far? I think it's sorta cliche but it is the first story I have written. ~

Then I did something I didn't even know I would do..and I still am not sure why I did it. I pushed him away.

So many thoughts going through my head like "What if he doesn't want a relationship?" or "What if he only wants to.."

Just then I was torn away from my thoughts. And brought back to reality.

"What happened? Did I do something?" Harry asked with a curious and hurt expression.

"No, no," I said responding too quick.

God why do I overthink things? Maybe I don't want to repeat what happened with my old boyfriend?

"IT'S ALL IN THE PAST!" My subconsious yelled at me.

I silently cursed her out. In my head.

"Is everything okay?" A voice I for some reason couldn't recognize at first.

Then I realized it was Harry. And he was standing in front of me looking at me. With his gorgeous green eyes.

"I knew it," was all he said.

"What do you mean?"

It was my turn to be confused now.

I know I don't know him well but somehow I felt as though we have been best friends or something for a long time.

"What did she tell you?" He said catching me by surprise.

"Who-" I started but he cut me off.

"About me?" He added.

"Harry did who tell me what?" I said unsure of why he looked so alarmed.

"Ashley. What the hell did Ashley tell you??" He said slightly raising his voice.

"Nothing Harry! What's going on?" I said backing up a little.

He just shook his head. "I messed up. A lot. I did some bad things that I wish I could take back.

Well okay then.

"Whatever the fuck she told you is a lie..whatever she said about me," he added.

"Ok seriously what could you have done that-"?

"I have to go." He got up and headed for the door.

I ran toward him and grabbed his arm so he couldn't leave.

I felt tears starting to form

Why? I don't even know.

"Whatever you did, I don't care. Just please don't leave," I pleaded.

He tried to pull his arm away but I held on tight. "Let go," he said in almost a whisper.

"Why are you acting like this? Just tell me-"

"I care about you I don't want to see you hurt. I need to leave so please let go."

"No."

He just sighed. "I'm dangerous guy and if I hurt you in some way, I will deeply regret it. You won't understand."

What does that even mean?

"What? What do you mean I won't understand?"

At this point, I'm just mad because this boy is confusing as fuck.

With that he tugged his arm away and was on his way.

As he was leaving, I slid my back down the wall I was leaning on and put my face in my hands.

Why does stuff like this always have to happen to me? Am I a bad person?

I dragged myself upstairs and plopped down onto my bed and fell asleep.

~yo this chapter is short and kind of boring haha and confusing but it will get better;)~