Secrets. ( Sidemen fanfiction.)

Chapter 36

*_*_* Simone's pov *_*_*
I started to wake up. I lied there for a minutes.
" Okay so I found a hotel that we come stay at until we get everything sorted." I heard Vikk same.
" I'll call the insurance company tomorrow." JJ said.
" And I'll tweet out that videos will be on hold." Tobi added.
" I hope that she is okay." I heard Simon said worried.
I started to wake up at that point. And the guy's stop talking as I did. I open my eyes to see all the guys there.
" Simone." Josh said with a smile.
" Josh you're okay." I stated.
" Yeah I'm leaving tonight." He said and I nodded.
" Simone what were you thinking." Simon said standing by my bed.
" I don't know. But I sure know that I wasn't going to let you guy's die in the fire." I said and the door open.
" Miss. Johnson glad that you are awake." The doctor said. He looked over that Simon.
" She doesn't know yet." Simon said. The doctor nodded.
" Do you want me to tell her?" He asked.
" No we will." JJ said.
" Okay will Simone I'll be back soon." And her left the room and I looked at the guys confuses.
" What's going on?" I asked.
" Guy's can you all leave besides Simon." Josh asked. And the other leave.
" What going on?" I ask again.
" So we got bad news." Simon said and looked at Josh. I just sat there waiting for them tell me.
" So um, Simone we um lost the baby." Josh said.
" What no." I yelled.
" When you ran in the house and breathed in the smoke it killed the baby." Simon said and I was in tears. I just started to cry.
" It's going to be okay." Josh said trying to comfort me.
" And you got stay here until they can get the baby out." Simon said.
" Simone talk to us." Josh pled for me to say something.
I looked down at my stomach and hold it. 
" When you are ready to talk we are here." Simon said trying to reassured me.
" Visiting hours are over." I heard the intercom said. And the guy's all said bye.
I sat there and started to cry again. The door open to the doctor again.
" We are going to remove the baby in the morning so you can leave." The doctor said and I nodded.
( Time skip to the morning.)
" You are going to be okay." Josh said kissing my forehead. All the guys came before I went into surgery. I nodded. That's all I do nodd to respond. I feel so numb to talk.
" It's time to go." The nurse said.
The guys hugged me and said that they will be here went I'm out of surgery. I was pushed into a operating room.
" You are going to be fine Simone." The doctor said. I nodded and the gave my drugs so I didn't feel anything.
" Ready?" The nurse by me asked and I nodded again.
" Okay here we go." The doctor said and started to get the baby. After 5 minutes for them working they got the baby out.
" You did very good Simone." The nurse said. After another 10 minute I was pushed back into my room.
" Would you like your friends to come in." The nurse said. I shook my head no.
" Okay when you are ready for them tell me and I'll get them." She said and left.
I sat there. Feeling stupid for running in that house. But I don't want my brother and boyfriend to die. I kept thinking if I didn't go on that walk if everything would be the same. After a good 30 minutes I let the boys come in.
" Simone are you okay." I heard Josh asked.
I shook my head no.
" Look at me." He said and I did what I was told.
" I love you. We can always try again. But please talk to us. I miss you beautiful voice." He said. I opened my month to say something but nothing came out.
" Try again." Simon encouraged me. I open my month again.
" I'm sorry." Was what I could get out.
" Why are you sorry." Tobi.
" For running in the house and causing the baby to die." I said looking down.
" Hey me and Josh was in there we could of been killed. You saved us. And you can always try again." Simon said. The door open.
" You can leave if you want." The doctor said and I nodded.