Random Fellcest Story

Fell Sans has feeeeelings

Sans's POV

It hurt.. I didn't mean to yell.. I didn't mean any of this..

"I-I'm s-sorry.." I said feeling tears swell up and escape me.. I'm scared..

His grip on my wrist tightened even more and ignored what I just said..

"WHAT?.. W-WHAT DO YOU MEAN THIS WASN'T MADE BY ANYONE?.." he says..

It's so hard to hear him.. I know he's yelling but his voice sounds so distant.. My chest is pounding.. I had kicked the blanket to the side at some point when I suddenly yelled..

"i-it.. it was by m-me.." I said trembling even more than I know I was.. I'm a disgrace..

My eyes were shut.. I don't want to believe that this is reality.. That boss knows.. He knows.. I curled up even tighter in the ball I was in..

"WHY?.." I heard him say.. Then I heard something else.. Is.. Is he sniffling?.. No.. It's just me.. Just me you idiot..

"y-you.. you just.. you won't understand.." I tried saying through all the tears.. I don't know anymore.. I feel like trash.. No.. Lower than trash.. Lower than dirt.. I can't stop breathing hard.. I can't calm down..

"THEN TELL ME."

I-I don't know why.. But.. His voice.. His tone.. I can't.. I can't read it.. Is boss sympathizing me?.. Is he ordering me?.. Will I get hit if I don't answer?.. Do I even dare to look up at his face?.. He's probably disgusted.. He hates me even more now doesn't he?.. I'm an idiot..

"SANS TELL ME.. DON'T MAKE ME REPEAT IT.."

My mouth was working faster than my thoughts.. I keep saying the wrong things..

"you just..! you don't understand.." I said finally looking up at him even if my face looked disgusting-

He was.. he was crying too..

I felt the grip on my wrist disappear and all of a sudden he took one step and was suddenly right in front of me on the couch..

"THEN EXPLAIN IT TO ME SANS.. EXPLAIN IT TO ME... DO IT SO I WILL UNDERSTAND.." he said sympathetically as I felt his hands cup my face.. His thumbs were rubbing near my eyes.. I don't know why but it was somehow calming..

No.. no no.. Boss never does something like this for me.. Boss isn't this nice.. I know he probably hates me.. Someone make this stop.. I don't.. I don't deserve this! I-I can't.. I just can't hold back any longer..

"p-please.. please boss.. I can't.. I-I just... please.. please stop.. y-you k-know I just.. I don't deserve this!.." I cried knowing I'm sobbing at this point as I held on his arms..

"Shh.. Shh... It's alright. It's alright.." he cooed as I felt him wrap around me.. I just don't know..

I hugged him even if so much of me didn't wan't this.. He was so warm tho.. I want this.. I-I need this.. but he hates me... but I love boss.. no.. I hate him.. I hate this.. I hate it so much..

I pressed my face more onto his chest crying out what I still had left.. I don't know how to feel right now..

*sigh* "Hey Sans?.." he quietly said as I felt him caress my skull..

"I.. I'm sorry... If it.. If it makes you feel any better I could tell you one of my secrets.." he said continuing on..

Why should I care about one of his secrets..?

"I know, I know.. We're brothers and all.. And you're my.. Older brother.. And you can really piss me off sometimes.. but, I love you Sans.. I care about you.. I really do.."

I pulled back to face him.. he was smiling..

"I-I'm sorry boss.. I don't.."

(this is the most skedgiest sketch i've ever digitally sketched. I just remembered how bad I am at drawing papyrus and I even forgot what he looked like at one point while drawin this. I did this in like 20 minutes. When no one notice mah art. ;( lol jk. Get cliffhangered ye scrub.)