Love Triangle

I'm in a love triangle

and there's only two sides

At the vertex there is a girl

She has beautiful eyes

And she's caught up between two guys

Eventually, one choice will have to arise

Because I don't want to be, just one of two guys

I'm pretty sure she's made her choice

I'm not happy with it

But there's nothing I can do

It's her life

I'll have to move on

But I feel like I have the flue

I'm crying

I feel like I'm close to dying

When I say all there is you

And I love you

I wasn't lying

But now I'm crying

When I say I love you

I couldn't say anything more true

But the love wasn't equal

My true feelings made their debut

But now they will have to dry up

Because all they were was residue

I was following a lost cause

I should've done something the first pause

But I wanted to hope

She said she loved me too

But there's nothing I can do

Love is just collecting it's internal revenue

I tried to see things through

But the waiting is far overdue

She was too good for me

It was too good to be true

I'm glad I at least got to journey this journey with you

In the end I never saw it working out

But loving you was just something too big and new

So are we done?

Apparently so

You made you're decision and told me I need to go

I wanted you to choose me

But that was a far-fetched fantasy

We tried to be friends

That didn't work out

We both seemed to want more

And now I'm deeply more in love with you than ever before

All it does is hurt me and hurt you

We tried to be friends

But all good things come to their ends

Maybe we can be friends one day

When all my feelings mend

I never lied

I tried

I tried and you gave me a lot of pride

In the end you didn't choose me

...so I cried

I just wish things could be different

But everything I say to you is insignificant

Thinking I could have you?

How could I be so ignorant