Истории Ilost

pls read i write

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l love my self. ask me why it is not because she wanted so is because of the way I want 2 live my life she said I changed because of her but no,she is wrong after all I changed my self because I found out that the life that I lived,when I was wit her was a heartless life she did not love me but played me like a guitar,controlled me like a remote control and so I thought that I'm still alive but I was dead cause she killed my feeling not only my feelings but ripped my heart apart life my life was over,but it was not I tried,i tried, to go back to her but didn't know after all that I was Going back to my deadly life oh someone please please help me I've been crying for a long time but still nobody nobody heard me nor helped me,I'm still helpless not knowing wat to do after she killed my feelings. she like a start of a game wit no end like me not knowing who I belong 2 like him without her I'm like alone in this world is my life still alive not at all I'm just joking no one ripped my heart into pieces but I'm still in love with my life after all

Some times I feel like I'm always left out in some ways I don't know why I feel that I'm not equal with everyone else like I'm not as skinny as they are or my hair doesn't look as amazing as theirs or that my appearance isnt important than theirs they are my best friends but am I theirs am I important to them as much as they are important to me and I being used in a way do I always have to be last choice when their always first some say I am lucky to be friends with them cause they are pretty and I'm not and only pretty people should hang out with them and when I'm in need of friends no ones around to listen but when theirs in need of friends everyone comes and focuses all on them I don't want to but this is the truth but it is I don't want to face reality and rather pretend everything's alright because it's easier to put on a fake smile than to show my feelings I want everyone to treat me the same as them but I don't really want to keep my hopes up to high or who knows I'm lost

This is just a short flashback of the next stories coming up. (Keep in mind all this stories are made up)

I loved and lost.

Might add more to it, at the moment I'm not stable enough to judge it's quality or completion

This is a short story of a girl who is lost in love and can't seem to do anything about it as all attempts led her back to him. "...I wondered how a coldhearted person like you had found warmth "

brain go brrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

So basically, I lost to a game/bet and now I have to reveal a screenshot of my search history.... 😔😔😔

There is a girl who never win in love